ColdLightOfDay
Serge’s alt.
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- Apr 18, 2018
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The life of an older man who is a romantic failure is ostensibly more pathetic than that of a young man because there is less hope, butif you are truly blackpilled hope should mean little to you anyway.
I have become less self-conscious as I have grown older, I do not consider whether I’m being mogged or not as I pass people in the street, I simply do not care any more.
This is a hugely liberating feeling and I do not envy my younger self despite the time I had ahead of me back then.
Every old person here seems to constantly stress about how much worse things get with time, but that has not been my experience at all.
I have emotionally died inside, my emotional receptibility has become so oversaturated with frustration and sadness that they simply do not resonate as profoundly as they used to, despite the fact nothing in my life has actually improved.
This has been the best thing to ever happen to me, and it is not something that could ever have happened whilst I still held on to hope.
I have become less self-conscious as I have grown older, I do not consider whether I’m being mogged or not as I pass people in the street, I simply do not care any more.
This is a hugely liberating feeling and I do not envy my younger self despite the time I had ahead of me back then.
Every old person here seems to constantly stress about how much worse things get with time, but that has not been my experience at all.
I have emotionally died inside, my emotional receptibility has become so oversaturated with frustration and sadness that they simply do not resonate as profoundly as they used to, despite the fact nothing in my life has actually improved.
This has been the best thing to ever happen to me, and it is not something that could ever have happened whilst I still held on to hope.