totalcel
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damn, if I could think and deliberate before entering this world, I would not have entered it.
So many tormenting needs that are rarely fulfilled (being incel, for example). And if they are fulfilled, it is only some state of pain bought to an end, and a fresh starting point of a new desire.
If the new desire does not come about, boredom arises, which is a torment in itself.
To alleviate boredom I enter into activities that will eventually bring about pain.
So human life is essentially this constant dance between pain and boredom.
Those who are think nothing much of boredom are highly mistaken. Boredom is anything but an evil to be thought of lightly; ultimately it depicts on the countenance real despair.
Goethe also says:
If real affliction is our lot,
Then do we wish for boredom.
Question would be, if it is not my responsibility that caused the descent from the infinitely blissful state of all-nothingness (which we can experience to some degree in deep dreamless sleep) to this world which is synonymous with hell and evil, whose god-damn responsibility was it?
So many tormenting needs that are rarely fulfilled (being incel, for example). And if they are fulfilled, it is only some state of pain bought to an end, and a fresh starting point of a new desire.
If the new desire does not come about, boredom arises, which is a torment in itself.
To alleviate boredom I enter into activities that will eventually bring about pain.
So human life is essentially this constant dance between pain and boredom.
Those who are think nothing much of boredom are highly mistaken. Boredom is anything but an evil to be thought of lightly; ultimately it depicts on the countenance real despair.
Goethe also says:
If real affliction is our lot,
Then do we wish for boredom.
Question would be, if it is not my responsibility that caused the descent from the infinitely blissful state of all-nothingness (which we can experience to some degree in deep dreamless sleep) to this world which is synonymous with hell and evil, whose god-damn responsibility was it?
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