Blackpill I did magic mushrooms and came to a blackpill: we are even more bound to nature than I thought

[Zyros]

So I was at this firends house in a pretty nature-y part of the city and did psychedelics for the first time in my life: around 3 grams of psilocybin mushrooms (a medium dose).

I felt I was part of the nature around me, and even if I was totally conscious of my hatred for nature, I feld that connection and primal oneness with it, kinda like while my brain still hated nature rabidly, my heart loved it.Fucks even the dogs in there were more around me seeking my company. I felt like i wandered around as part of the wildlife there, instead of some cilvilized human. Sounds outside of cars, civilization or people in other areas talking grew hostile fellings in me.

And there is the blackpill. We are so fucking attached to nature NOTHING sort of radical manipulation of the human race will solve anything. We will ALWAYS still crave it. There is NO societal measure, NO self condition NOTHING that won't net us free from its shackles, and specially, our natural needs (validation, company, sex, oneness, belonging).

The uglier you are, the less those needs will be covered while still being absolutely imprisoned by it, no matter how civilized you think you are, no matter how much you hate it, no matter how religious you think you are, no matter how much self conditioning you subjected yourself to.

 

[ProudIncelistani]

And there is the blackpill. We are so fucking attached to nature NOTHING sort of radical manipulation of the human race will solve anything. We will ALWAYS still crave it. There is NO societal measure, NO self condition NOTHING that won't net us free from its shackles, and specially, our natural needs (validation, company, sex, oneness, belonging).

No brothER, we MUST Win!

 

[Bagelcel]

Yeah i felt this when i was on shrooms too, i felt a oneness with nature and could feel the seasons shifting with breaths that i took.
I prefer LSD though cause you're more in control, i microdose LSD about once a week just to look at life from a more positive perspective and make it seem like it's worthwhile living.

 

[Modus Coperandi]

never look in the mirror on shrooms.
last time I took shrooms I decided to be a better human and aspire all the good things. The motivation lasted a day or so. kek

 

[Zyros]

never look in the mirror on shrooms.
last time I took shrooms I decided to be a better human and aspire all the good things. The motivation lasted a day or so. kek

Why? I looked and it was interesting.

 

[Colly]

I need shrooms in my life

 

[Deleted member 2119]

How would you rate your experience out of 10?

 

[WarriorSkull]

never look in the mirror on shrooms.
last time I took shrooms I decided to be a better human and aspire all the good things. The motivation lasted a day or so. kek

Kek I always do the same thing on shrooms.

 

[Templarcel421]

Lmao drugcel

 

[Modus Coperandi]

Why? I looked and it was interesting.

Good for you. When I did it, I lost all sense of time and ended up looking for over an hour (my friend said so at least) at my ugly face which was strangely morphed. I used to be at peace with my face but ever since that day I will forever notice how ugly I really am.
My incel dealer friend told me that bad trips happen quite often when you look in the mirror.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

are u sure u really took mushrooms or were u larping as ur chadlite self?

 

[Kurdish_Incel]

I am one with nature and nature is one with me. Every life on earth is connected to nature. We are all connected to each other.
In the end we're all the same person with the same identity. So if you rope.. TAKE 'YOURSELF' WITH YOU

 

[Redpill Robert]

Will somebody just ban this 5/10 normie fakecel cuck already?

 

[TrueAlphaMale]

And you realize this now?

 

[Deleted member 1983]

JFP - Just fuck plants theory

 

[Akkadian]

JFP - Just fuck plants theory

at this point in life seems legit

 

[EARTH]

Psychedelics are difficult to process when you are a frustrated, unhappy involuntary celibate. Chance of "bad trips" increase ten-fold.

I take them sparingly (1 - 2 times a year)

They can be so utterly powerful it is mind-blowing. They work best if you are high IQ. I made Ayahuasca (DMT) at home and was floored for hours and had my ego stripped away from me. You are not completely blackpill until you have experienced ego death.

 

[ElfCake]

I agree, it’s not us versus nature. We ARE nature.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

Careful if anyone here plans to take shrooms, if you have unresolved trauma it might bite you back in the ass. Microdosing is probably the way to go in the beginning

 

[Modus Coperandi]

Psychedelics are difficult to process when you are a frustrated, unhappy involuntary celibate. Chance of "bad trips" increase ten-fold.

Careful if anyone here plans to take shrooms, if you have unresolved trauma it might bite you back in the ass.

high iq posts.
I had to call the ambulance once for someone and let me tell you that even as a bystander a bad-trip is terrifying.
If you have rope thoughts don't take this shit, it will only make it worse.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

high iq posts.
I had to call the ambulance once for someone and let me tell you that even as a bystander a bad-trip is terrifying.
If you have rope thoughts don't take this shit, it will only make it worse.

Legit, people underestimate how bad mental health can go. Bad Trips can very easily become the worst day of your life, no matter what happened to you on the others. Theres a reason why brains suppress and you better be prepared when you open the locked gate

 

[Miro Chad]

Psychedelics are difficult to process when you are a frustrated, unhappy involuntary celibate. Chance of "bad trips" increase ten-fold.

I take them sparingly (1 - 2 times a year)

They can be so utterly powerful it is mind-blowing. They work best if you are high IQ. I made Ayahuasca (DMT) at home and was floored for hours and had my ego stripped away from me. You are not completely blackpill until you have experienced ego death.

Describe your ego death experience please. I took a high dose of mushrooms once to get to an ego death. All that happend was that I felt like I was dying and I had a bad trip.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

Describe your ego death experience please. I took a high dose of mushrooms once to get to an ego death. All that happend was that I felt like I was dying and got a bad trip.

You probably didnt surrender, you can put on the brakes if you dont want to lose your ego. I dont blame you though, surrendering your ego is like surrendering to death

 

[Miro Chad]

You probably didnt surrender, you can put on the brakes if you dont want to lose your ego. I dont blame you though, surrendering your ego is like surrendering to death

I see, I was surprised that it actually felt like dying. I was in pain for like an 1 hour and had flashes of an alternative realty where I am a retard then I took some dextrose and came back to my senses.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

I see, I was surprised that it actually felt like dying. I was in pain for like an 1 hour and had flashes of an alternative realty where I am a retard then I took some dextrose and came back to my senses.

Yeah the body doesnt know the difference between ego death and literal death. Thats why people also severely underestimate depersonalisation disorder, its so anxiety inducing as your body all day lowkey thinks its LITERALLY rotting. I dont know how to overcome the fear tbh, I had some bad meditation experiences with this that kinda scarred me and put me off meditation

 

[Miro Chad]

Yeah the body doesnt know the difference between ego death and literal death. Thats why people also severely underestimate depersonalisation disorder, its so anxiety inducing as your body all day lowkey thinks its LITERALLY rotting. I dont know how to overcome the fear tbh, I had some bad meditation experiences with this that kinda scarred me and put me off meditation

You must have meditated for very long to reach that?
I think LSD or Ayahuasca should be easier for reaching ego death? Smoked DMT would be the easiest but I can't smoke it alone.

 

[Deleted member 9192]

You must have meditated for very long to reach that?
I think LSD or Ayahuasca should be easier for reaching ego death? Smoked DMT would be the easiest but I can't smoke it alone.

Around 900 hours yeah, I had a few ego almost death experiences and a few bursts of kundalini energy. I thought meditation was a good cope. I also heard DMT is very good, optimally the stuff should knock you out of ego before it realises its dying, so within like 3-4 seconds. Dosing properly is very hard though, id definitely recommend an experienced buddy helping. You could always go visit an official ayahuasca ceremony

 

[Miro Chad]

Around 900 hours yeah, I had a few ego almost death experiences and a few bursts of kundalini energy. I thought meditation was a good cope. I also heard DMT is very good, optimally the stuff should knock you out of ego before it realises its dying, so within like 3-4 seconds. Dosing properly is very hard though, id definitely recommend an experienced buddy helping. You could always go visit an official ayahuasca ceremony

You could learn lucid dreaming/astral travel fast when you can meditate that well.
btw do you recommend meditating? It becomes popular amog normies nowdays. Has it helped you?

 

[Deleted member 9192]

You could learn lucid dreaming/astral travel fast when you can meditate that well.
btw do you recommend meditating? It becomes popular amog normies nowdays. Has it helped you?

Not at all, it has been a very bad experience for me in the end. Made me aware how toxic my thoughts are, didnt help my social anxiety, a bit of depersonalisation. Its good to make you feel better if you already feel good. but it wont lift your mood if you feel like shit. Id recommend Shadowwork instead (Teal Swan has a good video on it on Youtube, search for "what is shadowwork") meditation is kinda bluepilled tbh.
I did lucid dreaming once 100%, but i found it more scary than interesting. Id assume i feel the same with astral travel. Im kinda a bitch when it comes to hallucinations, Im always afraid for my mental health

 

[Zyros]

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