ItheIthe
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I had such a tremendous capacity to love. All I wanted was to be her everything, to spoil her and live a life of fulfilling happiness with her.
Instead they all went after guys that didn't give a fuck about them, all because I was a supreme autist. Those guys never deserved any female attention, all they did was take it for granted and treat it like dirt. That's in juxtaposition to I, who literally got filled with great joy if a female literally said "HELLO" to me. Gosh, I would have loved my girl so much.
I could have lived a life of fulfilling happiness and pure love, and now that chance is gone. The only option for me is an emotionally used up girl who can't truly love or appreciate me. Every day I wake up hoping that the sunrise will be my last.
Instead they all went after guys that didn't give a fuck about them, all because I was a supreme autist. Those guys never deserved any female attention, all they did was take it for granted and treat it like dirt. That's in juxtaposition to I, who literally got filled with great joy if a female literally said "HELLO" to me. Gosh, I would have loved my girl so much.
I could have lived a life of fulfilling happiness and pure love, and now that chance is gone. The only option for me is an emotionally used up girl who can't truly love or appreciate me. Every day I wake up hoping that the sunrise will be my last.