Deleted member 1780
FBIcel
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I'm close to graduating college, and I can't really see myself having a serious job. I don't have any ambitions of careermaxxing at all. I don't want to build enterprise software for the big boss at the top, as I grind my fingers and mind churning out code. It is not fufilling, so I can't see myself doing it.
I day dream a lot about being the smartest homeless man in existence, swindling the system and living lavishly. I pretty much want to be the best roach in society as possible. I want to steal from the system and contribute no value to it myself.
I guess a part of these fantisies comes from me not behaving NT. I've never been accepeted by others, and no one really understands my perspective. I just want to shun the system all together, and live my life as a heretic.
I don't want to be known for anything. I don't want company. I don't want women or children. I don't want money. I just want to disappear and live on my own terms.
I day dream a lot about being the smartest homeless man in existence, swindling the system and living lavishly. I pretty much want to be the best roach in society as possible. I want to steal from the system and contribute no value to it myself.
I guess a part of these fantisies comes from me not behaving NT. I've never been accepeted by others, and no one really understands my perspective. I just want to shun the system all together, and live my life as a heretic.
I don't want to be known for anything. I don't want company. I don't want women or children. I don't want money. I just want to disappear and live on my own terms.
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