Venting I couldn't find the courage to rope yet

[Deleted member 24977]

I'm almost 25,
and I'm planning to quit from college, and return to my parents' house in Algeria.

It's really sad, because I'm in one of the top 10 engineering schools in France,
but it's my third third year, because of depression, hospitalizations, inceldom and poverty.

I will take a year, getting small jobs in Algeria, and gather money.
Then, after that year, I will go for another country to continue until my degree (I will have 3 years to go), and become a mechanical engineer,
As this is my biggest achievable goal.

I bought a rope yesterday, and was ready to find a tree at a nearby forest to do it.
But the only thing I could thing of, is all the people that wish me to do it, to fail, to stop existing,
Many of them are teachers and other students here, and one of them is even a doctor.
This doctor told me that I'm maybe not built for a job of responsability, that he wanted to become an astronaut, but dreams stay often dreams,

Even though I was classed 3rd in a promotion of 1227 students in my first year of college,
And succeeded the following year, in my 2nd year at one of the best engineering schools in france.
At my 3rd year, I started to think about my surrondings, about the world,
And my desire to find love


Guess what? Everything was perfect in my mind, as porn was enough to me until then,
But when I started to approach, to take care of myself,
I got a freezing cold shower, and got like 30 rejections (face to face rejections, after trying to sympathize with girls I met at college mostly), don't even get me started on dating apps, ... I've always seen myself as a normal looking dude,
But after sooo many rejections, after countless efforts, I had to admit it, I'm a light year away from what girls and women find attractive.
Now that I'm balding because of stress and depression, it's truly the end.

I need to find peace within myself, and find better copes, to get my degree and start a career as an engineer,
And once I do that, I will be able to bully mentally, and degrade as much foids as humanly possible,
I'll become a super efficient engineer, to the point where foids will need me,
But I'll be as cold as possible, as I'll never forget the misery they got me into.
I will find peace when I'll get there.

 

[Deleted member 24977]

Seems like you have a potential to careermaxx, don't give up yet, Anis.

Thank you my friend, ye3tik assaha kho

 

[Meus]

NEETmaxx

 

[Deleted member 24977]

NEETmaxx

YUP

 

[Meus]

YUP

Why not?

 

[Deleted member 24977]

Why not?

I'll wagecuck for a year, not Neetmax

 

[Deleted member 33893]

Tbh I hate the fact that swarty Arabs like you live in Europe but don't give up on your career. You can always retire early or quit working once you make some sort of income for yourself. Being poor and ugly is worse than just being ugly. If you end up being poor you might blame your poverty on inceldom instead of your looks so you ll blame yourself and make yourself feel worse.

 

[foosballcel]

Don't rope over foids, that's cucked

 

[Deleted member 24977]

Tbh I hate the fact that swarty Arabs like you live in Europe but don't give up on your career. You can always retire early or quit working once you make some sort of income for yourself. Being poor and ugly is worse than just being ugly. If you end up being poor you might blame your poverty on inceldom instead of your looks so you ll blame yourself and make yourself feel worse.

True, thank you.
Tbh, I hate too Arabs who come to benefit from the social security of Europe, to eat from [UWSL]family allowances like rats.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I was here to study, because I love maths/physics/science, and if Europe wants to keep me for it, I accept,[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Otherwise, I would never sacrifice my honor to become a cock and boots sucker, by staying just to stay like migrants [/UWSL]

 

[Izayacel]

NEETmaxx

 

[Fight_back]

I'm almost 25,
and I'm planning to quit from college, and return to my parents' house in Algeria.

It's really sad, because I'm in one of the top 10 engineering schools in France,
but it's my third third year, because of depression, hospitalizations, inceldom and poverty.

I will take a year, getting small jobs in Algeria, and gather money.
Then, after that year, I will go for another country to continue until my degree (I will have 3 years to go), and become a mechanical engineer,
As this is my biggest achievable goal.

I bought a rope yesterday, and was ready to find a tree at a nearby forest to do it.
But the only thing I could thing of, is all the people that wish me to do it, to fail, to stop existing,
Many of them are teachers and other students here, and one of them is even a doctor.
This doctor told me that I'm maybe not built for a job of responsability, that he wanted to become an astronaut, but dreams stay often dreams,

Even though I was classed 3rd in a promotion of 1227 students in my first year of college,
And succeeded the following year, in my 2nd year at one of the best engineering schools in france.
At my 3rd year, I started to think about my surrondings, about the world,
And my desire to find love


Guess what? Everything was perfect in my mind, as porn was enough to me until then,
But when I started to approach, to take care of myself,
I got a freezing cold shower, and got like 30 rejections (face to face rejections, after trying to sympathize with girls I met at college mostly), don't even get me started on dating apps, ... I've always seen myself as a normal looking dude,
But after sooo many rejections, after countless efforts, I had to admit it, I'm a light year away from what girls and women find attractive.
Now that I'm balding because of stress and depression, it's truly the end.

I need to find peace within myself, and find better copes, to get my degree and start a career as an engineer,
And once I do that, I will be able to bully mentally, and degrade as much foids as humanly possible,
I'll become a super efficient engineer, to the point where foids will need me,
But I'll be as cold as possible, as I'll never forget the misery they got me into.
I will find peace when I'll get there.

bro I understand you're an Algerian ethnic in France.
Arabs are generally very excluded from mainstream society in Europe. It's the worst kind of ethnic to be here, we have a massive terrorist/thug/uneducated halo. I don't know what to tell you, it is absolutely unfair and disgusting but that's the way it is in Europe. You'd probably be better off being black, or any kind of ricecel or currycel here than a fucking Arab, ngl

listen to me. europeans have a real problem with Arabs, they really have a complex towards them that goes beyond plain racism. don't rope over these cumskins. foids, they're not worth it. go literally anywhere outside the west, they don't have such a big problem with Arabs. It's worth trying before roping bro.

the copers here who actually believe that European foids go for Arab refugees are severely retarded those who want to welcome refugees are just virtue signaling and will look with fear and disgust at any refugee that comes across them

Tbh I hate the fact that swarty Arabs like you live in Europe but don't give up on your career. You can always retire early or quit working once you make some sort of income for yourself. Being poor and ugly is worse than just being ugly. If you end up being poor you might blame your poverty on inceldom instead of your looks so you ll blame yourself and make yourself feel worse.

he's been very successful and clearly doesn't leech off the state so I don't see why you'd have a problem with him. he's also not spreading islam or some other kind of bullshit, he's barely keeping alive

 

[DostoevskyCel]

The most insulting thing you can do to the clown world is laugh and carry on living

 

[Alone75]

I wish you the best, I'm sure you'll be a great engineer and hope you still find a woman as well. But I know how hard it is out there, things don't get any easier really.

 

[Deleted member 33826]

Seems like you have a potential to careermaxx, don't give up yet, Anis.

Yeah look beyond the pussy and see the potential

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Legit bro. I'm Moroccan in the Netherlands, I used to have many ethnic friends in Belgium. The moment I moved to the Netherlands in a location where there are barely any Arabs I doomed my social status. No one wants to have anything to do with us, it's no surprise then that you see Maghrebis only hang around with their own kind.

Come to Amsterdam , you'll get free sympathy from the local trans pride black disabled parade

 

[Deleted member 19971]

keep being braindead for me

Arabs mog me here, they get free sex from JBs who spam Free palestine

 

[Fight_back]

Arabs mog me here, they get free sex from JBs who spam Free palestine

JFL @ U if you actually believe that white dutch foids would touch Arabs with a ten foot pole. Germanic Europe, in which I include Holland, absolutely despises Arabs to a degree that I cannot comprehend. It's strange in the sense that they don't have the same utter hatred for other ethnics or blacks. But about Arabs they go absolutely apeshit, and even leftists. I think it's because they immediately think of islam and "muh we are an advanced feministisch society muh the brown men are coming to rape and apply sharia law".
In the whole of Europe I have never seen people hate on Arabs like Germans or Swedes. And compared to France or Belgium they don't even have many.

 

[Fight_back]

Legit bro. I'm Moroccan in the Netherlands, I used to have many ethnic friends in Belgium. The moment I moved to the Netherlands in a location where there are barely any Arabs I doomed my social status. No one wants to have anything to do with us, it's no surprise then that you see Maghrebis only hang around with their own kind.

The idea that Arabs have high SMV is the biggest joke in the world, an Arab among non-Arabs is bound to become an outcast. This is why you see many Maghrebis in Europe getting into crime, no one wants them as employees and no one gives a shit about us. I've lived 8 years now in the Netherlands after moving from Belgium and I have made no friends at all.

Fuck Europeans. I hope many more Moroccans illegally migrate to Europe.

honestly what are you doing in the NL let's get real here they think they're the shit because they're arrogant as fuck and rich but apart from cheese and tourism they're absolutely worthless.
Go somewhere else if you can bro, I mean I've lived in a shit hole in Germany and I understand your experience because I suppose it's similar, white foids looking at you like you're a stain on the ground even when you didn't do anything. Fuck these people man, there are other parts of the world where they don't have as big of a superiority complex.

 

[Deleted member 24977]

bro I understand you're an Algerian ethnic in France.
Arabs are generally very excluded from mainstream society in Europe. It's the worst kind of ethnic to be here, we have a massive terrorist/thug/uneducated halo. I don't know what to tell you, it is absolutely unfair and disgusting but that's the way it is in Europe. You'd probably be better off being black, or any kind of ricecel or currycel here than a fucking Arab, ngl

listen to me. europeans have a real problem with Arabs, they really have a complex towards them that goes beyond plain racism. don't rope over these cumskins. foids, they're not worth it. go literally anywhere outside the west, they don't have such a big problem with Arabs. It's worth trying before roping bro.

the copers here who actually believe that European foids go for Arab refugees are severely retarded those who want to welcome refugees are just virtue signaling and will look with fear and disgust at any refugee that comes across them

he's been very successful and clearly doesn't leech off the state so I don't see why you'd have a problem with him. he's also not spreading islam or some other kind of bullshit, he's barely keeping alive

Bro, you'll make me cry,
Thank you so much for understanding me, it's just so tough,
My only mistake was asking for love

But I'm determined now to come back next year, and hustle until I get my degree,
I will finish studying at 29, but I will fight my best to get there

I hope I will find ways to attain peace about my inceldom though

I wish you the best, I'm sure you'll be a great engineer and hope you still find a woman as well. But I know how hard it is out there, things don't get any easier really.

thank you so much!

Legit bro. I'm Moroccan in the Netherlands, I used to have many ethnic friends in Belgium. The moment I moved to the Netherlands in a location where there are barely any Arabs I doomed my social status. No one wants to have anything to do with us, it's no surprise then that you see Maghrebis only hang around with their own kind.

The idea that Arabs have high SMV is the biggest joke in the world, an Arab among non-Arabs is bound to become an outcast. This is why you see many Maghrebis in Europe getting into crime, no one wants them as employees and no one gives a shit about us. I've lived 8 years now in the Netherlands after moving from Belgium and I have made no friends at all.

Fuck Europeans. I hope many more Moroccans illegally migrate to Europe.

Brutal! I hope your situation improves

 

[Cancer]

I personally live in the Netherlands. Reasons for the stigma against Arabs. In the 70s Morocco exported their unwanted, highly religious and low IQ people from rural mountain villages into the Netherlands. When the factories gone to China in the 80s they stayed, and even brought their families here. Ever since they are all on welfare.

Late 90s the next generation became highly criminalized and the problem kept getting worse and worse. About 90% of Dutch prison population is non white, they have complete control over the Dutch drug trade, their youth terrorize the streets, and still a very large proportion of them is on welfare.

The government and news outlets try to hide the nationality from perpetrators, and remove statistics being published to halt the advance of populist parties. But it still is painfully obvious how the people behave on the streets, and how the behavior is on the road. Aggressive, ignoring traffic rules, very fast and load driving.

It’s a shame people get judged by the actions of the majority who look like them. But nobody who wants to rent out an apartment, or make a business deal in good faith would want to take an unnecessary risk.

 

[FinnCel]

Start doing drugs instead

 

[Deleted member 3497]

Start doing drugs instead

Or neet

 

[TallCelFag]

I spend roughly 2 hours in total a day contemplating suicide. Used to be like 5 hours a day 2 months ago.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

get your degree ans the find an algerian wife. stop asking out white women

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

I'm Moroccan in the Netherlands, I used to have many ethnic friends in Belgium. The moment I moved to the Netherlands

Aha. You are still so young, did you move with your family to the Netherlands? How did you get into Belgium in the first place?

I need to fix a nice passive income from NEETbuxx

It is not paid to other countries. And you don't even deserve NEETbuxx/disability support you are trying to get because you can get jobs but intentionally fuck up the interviews.

I'm almost 25,
and I'm planning to quit from college, and return to my parents' house in Algeria.

It's really sad, because I'm in one of the top 10 engineering schools in France,
but it's my third third year, because of depression, hospitalizations, inceldom and poverty.

I will take a year, getting small jobs in Algeria, and gather money.
Then, after that year, I will go for another country to continue until my degree (I will have 3 years to go), and become a mechanical engineer,
As this is my biggest achievable goal.

I bought a rope yesterday, and was ready to find a tree at a nearby forest to do it.
But the only thing I could thing of, is all the people that wish me to do it, to fail, to stop existing,
Many of them are teachers and other students here, and one of them is even a doctor.
This doctor told me that I'm maybe not built for a job of responsability, that he wanted to become an astronaut, but dreams stay often dreams,

Even though I was classed 3rd in a promotion of 1227 students in my first year of college,
And succeeded the following year, in my 2nd year at one of the best engineering schools in france.
At my 3rd year, I started to think about my surrondings, about the world,
And my desire to find love


Guess what? Everything was perfect in my mind, as porn was enough to me until then,
But when I started to approach, to take care of myself,
I got a freezing cold shower, and got like 30 rejections (face to face rejections, after trying to sympathize with girls I met at college mostly), don't even get me started on dating apps, ... I've always seen myself as a normal looking dude,
But after sooo many rejections, after countless efforts, I had to admit it, I'm a light year away from what girls and women find attractive.
Now that I'm balding because of stress and depression, it's truly the end.

I need to find peace within myself, and find better copes, to get my degree and start a career as an engineer,
And once I do that, I will be able to bully mentally, and degrade as much foids as humanly possible,
I'll become a super efficient engineer, to the point where foids will need me,
But I'll be as cold as possible, as I'll never forget the misery they got me into.
I will find peace when I'll get there.

How would it go in Algeria? Do students there have sexual relations before marriage or do they marry when/before being students like you?
Personal question: how would you feel if you read a similar story, but it was a European young man complaining that he can't get laid in Algeria/an Algerian girlfriend there and suffers depression because of being incel there?