I feel for all of yall who are suffering. I have my own suffering though not as bad as what Im about to talk about.
I do feel bad but at the same time IDK when all your suffering happend.
For me. It was happening since I was 3 years old. My whore of a mom chose to date men who are angry or voilent to me for lets say 80% of my child hood.
Even if it wasnt that Ibwas always in trouble for not being her ideal child. Because how dare I not understand the bullshit at school. How dare I not he a bitch when it makes her look like a good parrent. How dare I not be her ideal child. She controlled me my whole fucking life until I lived in virginia with my dad. My dad may have been 70% deadbeat but he allowed me to live alot of my life with a couple of small rules living with him. And I didnt even relize it but when I moved back is when I relized my sarrogate mother was a fucking dictator.
No music allowed from "sexist men". Lim-Bizkit was a example. I cant keep my guns in her house unless I wamted them in her room. Inmust be a slave to that broad.
Even when I moved kut and decided to get my own car she chose to controll me and not let me pick. Took advantage of me going through heat exhaustion witch made lead me to pick a car I dont really want. My truck-kun. And when I didnt want to put up with her gas lighting, she tjrned into the she-hulk.
Morral of the story. If you somhome ascend, or somhow have kids. Dont let the mother have custody unless you dont give a shit about your child. Single moms tend to be many things. All of them are bad. Wile other kids got the good child hood, I had to endure non stop punishment, everyday I would fear weather or not I would get beaten the fuck out of by my sardogate mom. I had to live in fear and pain. On the better days I was left isolated in my room or overloaded in chores. Cleaning up after others. I was literally a prisoner.
Now here I am living at my grandmas. Somtimes depressed but alot happeyer then were I was at. Geuss I can say is dont let women have custody of children. Degenerates will be degenerates.
I cant wait to live in utah and finally live a life of my own. IDK what itll look like though.
I do feel bad but at the same time IDK when all your suffering happend.
For me. It was happening since I was 3 years old. My whore of a mom chose to date men who are angry or voilent to me for lets say 80% of my child hood.
Even if it wasnt that Ibwas always in trouble for not being her ideal child. Because how dare I not understand the bullshit at school. How dare I not he a bitch when it makes her look like a good parrent. How dare I not be her ideal child. She controlled me my whole fucking life until I lived in virginia with my dad. My dad may have been 70% deadbeat but he allowed me to live alot of my life with a couple of small rules living with him. And I didnt even relize it but when I moved back is when I relized my sarrogate mother was a fucking dictator.
No music allowed from "sexist men". Lim-Bizkit was a example. I cant keep my guns in her house unless I wamted them in her room. Inmust be a slave to that broad.
Even when I moved kut and decided to get my own car she chose to controll me and not let me pick. Took advantage of me going through heat exhaustion witch made lead me to pick a car I dont really want. My truck-kun. And when I didnt want to put up with her gas lighting, she tjrned into the she-hulk.
Morral of the story. If you somhome ascend, or somhow have kids. Dont let the mother have custody unless you dont give a shit about your child. Single moms tend to be many things. All of them are bad. Wile other kids got the good child hood, I had to endure non stop punishment, everyday I would fear weather or not I would get beaten the fuck out of by my sardogate mom. I had to live in fear and pain. On the better days I was left isolated in my room or overloaded in chores. Cleaning up after others. I was literally a prisoner.
Now here I am living at my grandmas. Somtimes depressed but alot happeyer then were I was at. Geuss I can say is dont let women have custody of children. Degenerates will be degenerates.
I cant wait to live in utah and finally live a life of my own. IDK what itll look like though.
