SuicideFuel I can’t stop crying.

[Zer0/∞]

How do you deal with such loneliness and alienation for even a day? The tears won’t stop flowing even after an hour and I can’t stop my body from shaking: my sadness can’t be quieted anymore, it has only become more intense year by year, month by month, and day by day.

 

[Ap0calypse]

I use a specific combination of prescription medications to flood my brain with the highest levels of serotonin and dopamine possible

 

[trying to ascend]

I simply cope in order to forget it, its not like my actions can change it

 

[Incelius Savage]

Try your whole life. (20 years)

 

[Rhaast]

I simply cope in order to forget it, its not like my actions can change it

Itll get tougher as you get older

 

[unsettling]

 

[trying to ascend]

Itll get tougher as you get older

Maybe, but why you think that?

 

[BarrelStuffer]

Idk. I feel both sadness and rage. I punch my desk everyday and slap my head to try and get thoughts out. I can’t even cope with anything anymore, my inceldom has completely infected my brain and is the only thing on my mind at all times now.

 

[Rhaast]

Maybe, but why you think that?

Everyone around you will start ascending, and telling you stories bout their gf and seggs tbh. Itll feel much worse when you get older and higher T. Everyone living while you are left 4 dead playing left 4 dead in your dark room.

 

[trying to ascend]

Everyone around you will start ascending, and telling you stories bout their gf and seggs tbh. Itll feel much worse when you get older and higher T. Everyone living while you are left 4 dead playing left 4 dead in your dark room.

They already ascended, this country is a hypersexual shitole.

But I agree with you that it will get tougher, but for other reasons

 

[El Enemigo]

Everyone around you will start ascending, and telling you stories bout their gf and seggs tbh. Itll feel much worse when you get older and higher T. Everyone living while you are left 4 dead playing left 4 dead in your dark room.

The title of the game makes sense now

 

[Selbsthass]

Utilize your energy to do something creative and which improves yourself, whether it be lifting weights, learning a language, learning a skill, etc. Find something that interests you and that you get joy from exploring. Never improve yourself to benefit others, prioritize yourself and yourself.

But then if I recall correctly you're a youngcel so you should do anything to find friends and build social network to include foids.

Everyone around you will start ascending, and telling you stories bout their gf and seggs tbh. Itll feel much worse when you get older and higher T. Everyone living while you are left 4 dead playing left 4 dead in your dark room.

The reason why it gets tougher with age is not because your friends start ascending. The moment it gets tougher is when any social circles that you had left start breaking up, because people focus on their significant others and start directing their lives in a completely different way that doesn't include you anymore. You start seeing people younger than yourself by 5, 10 years who are already experiencing relationships, something that is completely abstract to you. You're now a grown adult, somebody that has to be fully responsible yet a key part of your development is irreparably damaged.

 

[PPEcel]

Try your whole life.

 

[Meus]

I can't cry. I'm already dead inside

Which is arguably worse since it means I'm not even human anymore

 

[wgm24]

I really don't care about my sad situation anymore. I am who I am unfortunately

 

[Mainländer]

Emotion expression mogs me. I feel sad but the tears won't come.

I'm sorry. I know I always say that but trust Jesus and the end is likely near. I honestly think it's the case and it's very relevant if so.

 

[NagarNikkucel]

How old are you?

 

[Sheogorath]

How do you deal with such loneliness and alienation for even a day? The tears won’t stop flowing even after an hour

over time your tear duct liquid capacity expands

if you cry easily like a foid it's just evidence you haven't suffered as long and held back tears for as long as other men

and I can’t stop my body from shaking

do some pushups, it will shake but for other reasons

my sadness can’t be quieted anymore, it has only become more intense year by year, month by month, and day by day.

do some pushups, sore triceps and gaspy lungs are a brief distraction

 

[Zer0/∞]

How old are you?

17.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

 

[nice_try]

Is this a larp or are you actually crying?
I can't really believe that.
I would go to a psychiatrist ASAP if I would be crying constantly.

 

[Deleted member 36508]

I have been there OP Its that impending feeling of doom, that can't be shaken off. I wish I could tell you that It will get better... I wish... but it's an evil merciless world what I can tell you, is that u're not alone :megahug:

You're young, you still have a chance. Exercise and getting out of your room, are good advice: you need to take action; don't LDAR, stop browsing this site.

Is this a larp or are you actually crying?
I can't really believe that.
I would go to a psychiatrist ASAP if I would be crying constantly.

And what? The drugs they give you dont work that well, u get addicted to them, and dont magically fix your life. But meetings and community, supervised by doctors or specialists, could be a huge positive help

 

[nice_try]

u get addicted to them, and dont fix your life. Idk

you don't fix your life by crying either

 

[Deleted member 36508]

you don't fix your life by crying either

True. But crying can also be liberating, definitely better than holding it. However, if you (to OP @Zer0/∞ ) cry often or worse every day, then might be a good idea to call for help: you being young, they'll find a way to help you!!

 

[Sparrow's Song]

It gets way worse in your mid 20s.

After that, it's either cope or rope.

The Uprising is the only thing worth living for, you might think I'm being autistic but once you're my age you'll know what I mean.

 

[FuRed]

Crying when I met you

View: https://youtu.be/qfNmyxV2Ncw

Now I'm dying to forget you

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

J.G uses Pokemon:

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Jew drugs

 

[starcrapoo]

Been there done that. Went through extreme depression a couple of years ago after realizing that it was over. Slowly discovering blackpill content. Dabbing in there here and there. Thanks to EurasianTiger. And finally decided to create an account and shitpost here in early 2020 at the beginning of the pandemic. And its not confirmational bias or any of that bs. Its actually what I have witnessed for years and years playing out right in front of me sociologically speaking.

Nowadays I just drink myself to death. Wanting to die every morning that I wake up with a hangover. Actually, not wanting to kill myself really. But what do you call it when you search youtube videos of people jumping off bridges. What I'm trying to say is, you dont wanna do it, but youre at least poking at it to see the faces of the people who decided to do it.

Some people think that we ricemen are incredibly stout to put up with all that we put up with without roping or going ER. Its not even that i feel. We are just too high inhib and pussy to do it. That is why there is r/Asianmasculinity.

White or black males experience what we Asian men experience and the world would already be burning right now. Blacks experience marginalization and economic cucking by whites, so blacks rebel and commit crime or just become dysfunctional in general. White males see a few BMWF couples and go on Alt-right mode, visit sites like stormfront, stab some niggaz here and there, vote in Trump etc...

 

[Inceloner]

Damn nigger that's pretty bad what have you done to yourself

 

[FuRed]

 

[TiredofTalking]

They should legalize OxyContin blue 30z just for incels. All the normalfags and walking cum holes can keep their antidepressants/ birth control.

 

[NagarNikkucel]

17.

Don't worry, it will get better with time.
What I mean is, you will slowly get used to being alone forever, and it won't bother you.
Atleast it doesn't bother me much except some nights (every few weeks or so.) I'm almost 22 now.

 

[Aadi]

You should talk to someone. Are you on discord? You can vc with me anytime I'm a no life neet anyways.

 

[Subhuman100]

You should talk to someone. Are you on discord? You can vc with me anytime I'm a no life neet anyways.

how old are you

 

[Aadi]

how old are you

21

 

[Mulattocel]

How do you deal with such loneliness and alienation for even a day? The tears won’t stop flowing even after an hour and I can’t stop my body from shaking: my sadness can’t be quieted anymore, it has only become more intense year by year, month by month, and day by day.

I cope with alcohol when I can

 

[Zer0/∞]

Is this a larp or are you actually crying?
I can't really believe that.
I would go to a psychiatrist ASAP if I would be crying constantly.

I know I should, but my muzzie curry parents are completely oblivious to my problems and only suggest praying to cope.

I have been there OP Its that impending feeling of doom, that can't be shaken off. I wish I could tell you that It will get better... I wish... but it's an evil merciless world what I can tell you, is that u're not alone :megahug:

The isolation I felt from last year in which I could go entire weeks without even speaking a word after having no friends or parents at home as my mother got sent to the psych ward suddenly one night and my father had to work 12hrs a day after his business lost money in the pandemic is creeping back, this feeling just won’t escape me and I seem to be mentally decaying so fast now: I can’t escape this mental torture and this terrifies me for it intends to slowly suffocate me of all my yet to be realized potential.