It's Over I can't remeber the last years of my life

[TheReaper]

the last thing I vividly remember was being 19 and looking forward to starting uni, i remember that summer and the feeling that I would finally be able to "enter life"(idkw but I always felt marginal during adolescence and it wasn't simply because i wasn't having sex, I always had the impression that relevant things were happening around me but I wasn't able to be a part of them).
and then nothing, a giant black hole that swallowed the last eight years of my life and not a single valuable memory or a moment that I can clearly recall.
now I'm conscious that the time is passing mainly because sometime I look in the mirror and I see a new wrinkle around my eyes or on my forhead.
have you experienced something like this?

 

[Big Yikes]

I know that feeling. The years just seemed to have merged into one. I feel like stuck in the past sometime. Sometimes still hurting and cringing from things that happened years ago. But it still feels as if it was last month.

 

[Napoleon de Queso]

From past years I rember battles, colonisations, rebellions

 

[Deleted member 14577]

i feel the same way about my life since HS, it's just a blurry mess when i look back.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

It's simple.
Everyday the same thing happens.
Over and over again.
That's why we have this huge memory gap.

 

[NEETard]

When you dont do anything significant with your life it feels like the past went by faster

 

[Genetic Dead End]

It's true. I can't tell when my memories happened, whether they were 2,3, or 4 years ago I don't know. The past 6 years of my life were exactly the same.

 

[TheReaper]

It's true. I can't tell when my memories happened, whether they were 2,3, or 4 years ago I don't know. The past 6 years of my life were exactly the same.

it's fucked up tho.
we remember some things(an image,a smell,a sound) and starting from these few points we try to build a narrative and that's basically our life.
but there's no clear point in my memory after adolescence,and if this keeps going on I will probably end forgetting who I actually am

 

[anon]

Everything has been the same for me since I turned 19.

 

[ihaveno1]

lucky, i wish i could forget those yrs

 

[Deleted member 23450]

It's simple.
Everyday the same thing happens.
Over and over again.
That's why we have this huge memory gap.