I can't look in the mirror anymore.

[imbored21]

[font=verdana, geneva, lucida,]I decided to go 3 weeks not looking at my face. My mental state improved, I had energy to leave my bed, I went in public with minimal anxiety.[/font]

[font=verdana, geneva, lucida,]Tonight I gave in and looked at myself for 3-4 hours straight. I put my face in the most subhuman positions with my chin tucked and alternating between 3/4 view and almost profile view.[/font]

[font=verdana, geneva, lucida,]It's never been so ****ing over for me, I swear every day I find new flaws and I become uglier and more recessed. Everything is so god damn recessed. Even my temple bones are so far back giving a round cone-like forehead. There is no fixing my ****ed up orbital rims, nothing will make them protrude over my bug eyes. Then of course my maxilla requires a lefort iii followed by lefort i. The most ****ED up thing on planet earth right now is how disastrously short my mandible is despite my bones growing downwards, and its made worse by my huge forehead.[/font]

[font=verdana, geneva, lucida,]When my mother inevitably asks why the **** I'm an everything virgin with no life in my 20s, I will tell her everything about my face and how it's either surgery or death. This will be highly shocking to her, her entire image of me is totally opposite to who I am deep down.[/font]

[font=verdana, geneva, lucida,]And I forgot to mention my facial asymmetry which is worse than all that. It's 1 in 10000 bad[/font]

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I look better in the mirror. I can't look at pictures of myself, I did that yesterday and I got so depressed that I slept the entire day. It's ogre bro.

 

[imbored21]

I look better in the mirror. I can't look at pictures of myself, I did that yesterday and I got so depressed that I slept the entire day. It's ogre bro.

same but im still ugly in the mirror

 

[theultimate341]

Youre also a cuck and a troll so its super over for you

 

[Ikinder]

just kill yourself OP it's better in the long run.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I look better in the mirror. I can't look at pictures of myself, I did that yesterday and I got so depressed that I slept the entire day. It's ogre bro.

same but im still ugly in the mirror

I'm still ugly as well, but I look slightly better in the mirror. But even then, mirrors aren't reliable. In fact, you look even better in the mirror. Instead, film yourself. Then you'll see what other people see whenever you're out in public.

 

[whogivesafucc]

take a pic. maybe you look better when you see how other people actually see your face.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

take a pic. maybe you look better when you see how other people actually see your face.

Taking pictures is a bad idea, as most cameras distort your face. It depends on your camera lenses. Instead, film yourself. That's exactly how people see you.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Masks would fix a lot

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Masks would fix a lot

Legit. I wish I lived in an Asian-majority country where it was deemed acceptable to walk around with a mask that hides half of your face. I only need to hide my ogre-tier nose to be seen as normal.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Legit. I wish I lived in an Asian-majority country where it was deemed acceptable to walk around with a mask that hides half of your face. I only need to hide my ogre-tier nose to be seen as normal.

It could work at a costume party too.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

It could work at a costume party too.

Unfortunately, they don't throw costume parties where I'm from. But if such an occassion arises, I will be wearing one. Thanks for the tip.

 

[Robinxyz]

I have been thinking about getting rid of the mirror in my bathroom.