Lycan
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honestly the thing that made me not feel lonely and depressed for so long was video games. i would spend HOURS everyday on video games. sometimes i would even skip on dinner with my family to continue what i was doing on my video game, ive done that multiple times. i got my computer confiscated (for my situation with the cops, some of you know if youve read my past threads) in september and i haven't been able to cope with video games since then. ever since then i feel like my mental health has been on a decline, i feel more lonely and less happy, video games made me feel apart of something, a community, which is all i want. i want to feel included and video games allowed that. without a doubt i can tell you this: the best times ive ever had on my life have been spent on video games. i have stayed up all night playing games with online friends, literally crying tears of laughter. but i no longer have that, i haven't had that feeling in months, i need that sense of belonging to a community again, but only video games seem to give that to me
pretty much all i would spend time on was keeping up with game updates and coordinating playing with online friends, i MISS those days so much you don't understand. i hate feeling alone and without a place to call home.
pretty much all i would spend time on was keeping up with game updates and coordinating playing with online friends, i MISS those days so much you don't understand. i hate feeling alone and without a place to call home.
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