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Dr. Autismo
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i would used to draw alot in the past and even a couple of months ago.
however, i've been having a real nasty case of creators block for a long time, when i can't think of anything to draw, i just don't draw.
entire weeks and even months can go by without me drawing anything.
but i still keep my pens, pencils, erasers, sharpeners and paper in case i decide to get back into it.
i tried to draw again recently, and holding a pen or pencil just feels weird, i've literally not hold one in a good while.
not only that, but again, no matter how hard i try to brainstorm or search inspiration online, i still can't think of a single FUCKING thing to draw.
i'm tired of drawing the same old shit i've been drawing for years.
and best of all, because i've not been drawing for a long time, i feel like my artistic talent has declined.
this is devastating to me because i cope from drawing, i've used my art as cope since i was really young.
and i do enjoy showing my artwork to people irl and impressing them with it.
same with my ability to write, in fact, i'm pretty sure my writing ability has worsened more than my artistic ability.
i was hoping to post my art and stories online as a webcomic, which i've not done yet because i don't feel motivated to do so.
it was my childhood dream to make comics too ffs!
that, and i have more important irl shit to focus on rn itself of making comics.
i'm thinking about throwing away my computer scanner because it doesn't even work with my current laptop for some reason.
and no, i'm not posting my artwork or stories here.
however, i've been having a real nasty case of creators block for a long time, when i can't think of anything to draw, i just don't draw.
entire weeks and even months can go by without me drawing anything.
but i still keep my pens, pencils, erasers, sharpeners and paper in case i decide to get back into it.
i tried to draw again recently, and holding a pen or pencil just feels weird, i've literally not hold one in a good while.
not only that, but again, no matter how hard i try to brainstorm or search inspiration online, i still can't think of a single FUCKING thing to draw.
i'm tired of drawing the same old shit i've been drawing for years.
and best of all, because i've not been drawing for a long time, i feel like my artistic talent has declined.
this is devastating to me because i cope from drawing, i've used my art as cope since i was really young.
and i do enjoy showing my artwork to people irl and impressing them with it.
same with my ability to write, in fact, i'm pretty sure my writing ability has worsened more than my artistic ability.
i was hoping to post my art and stories online as a webcomic, which i've not done yet because i don't feel motivated to do so.
it was my childhood dream to make comics too ffs!
that, and i have more important irl shit to focus on rn itself of making comics.
i'm thinking about throwing away my computer scanner because it doesn't even work with my current laptop for some reason.
and no, i'm not posting my artwork or stories here.