pretty much my entire life except for the past few years i have done nothing productive. i either stop then start something that could be usseful in the end or i just waste my time doing utterly meaningless shit. in school i never tried because deep down i was ok with being a loser and this same mentally carried through into higher education so it's no surprise i never went anywhere with that either. being a failure in life partly comes down to circumstances and partly to motivation. if you are rich or a chad or foid you don't have to lift a finger and you will probably do well because people are always coming to you with offers. but for the majority of men you have to put in huge amounts of effort; you just have to accept there are different rules for different people. my parents never really pushed me into any direction and they seem to have been fine with me not having any friends or meaningful activities outside of school like playing a sport or learning an instrument. there are people who will complain about having overbearing parents in their lives who make them studymaxx hard, but that's probably because they themselves were failures and they want success vicariously through their children. it's over for me due to a lack of motivation and poor circumstances
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