I think not being able to accomplish a dream you have and desire is worse. Its like getting blue balled. You can see the finish line but something dumb is getting in your way. Sometimes you try as hard as you can and you just fall flat on your face while people with less experience than you can run circles around you and your “progress” in whatever your dream is.
Seeing naive bluepilled normies succeed because of connections and luck is frustrating
Definitely. Who you know > what you know, unfortunately
make your own pERpose
Not being able to achieve it. My only purpose was to have a family and I can't have it. Without one, my life is nothing. I failed to pass the baton of life. Extended loneliness has given me chronic mental and physical ills. The only thing keeping me going is planning my exit... and I will not go without leaving a fucking mark.
