So i coomed today twice and now the second time over some deepthroat blowjob slop.
And at some point in the video the nigger tells her open wide and wider and shes like struggling to do it but is doing it happily. Shes not being forced or anything like troonddit 50 iq gang says.
And after i came i kept looking at the video and to be completely honest i just dont feel like im a man.
Im not a human male. I dont know what i am but after all the shit i see irl and online and in porn.
Its obvious that i am not a human male. Because my presence is repulsive to 99.99% of any human female.
i just wana know what kind of confidence these men have over me. That they simply tell a woman "hey open your mouth" and she gladly does.
He gets fully naked wips out his greasy dick and mouthwash it in there for a good 20 minutes.
And she gladly smiles for the camera at the end.
What is this? Am i seeing something from my imagination or did this really happen right infront of me?
Do some guys really get this starting from 12 years old and so on anytime they want with love and emotion and eagerness this OF hoes show their bf. Let alone those who also do without a camera.
When i was in university. Just me being 5 meters close to a girl i could feel her disgust aura reaching me.
its like they are cockroaches and i am the roach spray.
i talked to many girls it led to nowhere. I was always reduced to
"hey i need a favor"
"You re like my brother"
"I am busy with studies i cant go out"
"I need to leave fast im going to church bye"
"My cousin is coming from a trip i wana see her bye"
Its like any and every kind of excuse just to get me to go away as fast as possible.
Meanwhile some greasy uninteresting idiot is telling her to open her mouth wide to take a shit in there.
Im seriously not human. If human were prey then i would be the hunter of said prey because of how repulsive i am to women.
I look at myself back then in old photos when i was healthy and strong.
I really see nothing wrong except me being 5'3 close to 5'4.
All my friends who are close to my height and one friend who is shorter than me are also incels.
I still dont wana blame my height 100% because i cant accept how tragically comical that would be.
Its like i wana find something else to blame but there is nothing else to blame.
The clown next to me is telling me back then it was your height. I try to not listen to him but hes right.
And now i have a myriad of other problems that are way worse to deal with. Im not even dealing with them because 24/7 im smoking something to forget i exist.
And at some point in the video the nigger tells her open wide and wider and shes like struggling to do it but is doing it happily. Shes not being forced or anything like troonddit 50 iq gang says.
And after i came i kept looking at the video and to be completely honest i just dont feel like im a man.
Im not a human male. I dont know what i am but after all the shit i see irl and online and in porn.
Its obvious that i am not a human male. Because my presence is repulsive to 99.99% of any human female.
i just wana know what kind of confidence these men have over me. That they simply tell a woman "hey open your mouth" and she gladly does.
He gets fully naked wips out his greasy dick and mouthwash it in there for a good 20 minutes.
And she gladly smiles for the camera at the end.
What is this? Am i seeing something from my imagination or did this really happen right infront of me?
Do some guys really get this starting from 12 years old and so on anytime they want with love and emotion and eagerness this OF hoes show their bf. Let alone those who also do without a camera.
When i was in university. Just me being 5 meters close to a girl i could feel her disgust aura reaching me.
its like they are cockroaches and i am the roach spray.
i talked to many girls it led to nowhere. I was always reduced to
"hey i need a favor"
"You re like my brother"
"I am busy with studies i cant go out"
"I need to leave fast im going to church bye"
"My cousin is coming from a trip i wana see her bye"
Its like any and every kind of excuse just to get me to go away as fast as possible.
Meanwhile some greasy uninteresting idiot is telling her to open her mouth wide to take a shit in there.
Im seriously not human. If human were prey then i would be the hunter of said prey because of how repulsive i am to women.
I look at myself back then in old photos when i was healthy and strong.
I really see nothing wrong except me being 5'3 close to 5'4.
All my friends who are close to my height and one friend who is shorter than me are also incels.
I still dont wana blame my height 100% because i cant accept how tragically comical that would be.
Its like i wana find something else to blame but there is nothing else to blame.
The clown next to me is telling me back then it was your height. I try to not listen to him but hes right.
And now i have a myriad of other problems that are way worse to deal with. Im not even dealing with them because 24/7 im smoking something to forget i exist.
. I once heard one of the guys I know from high school, who actually was one of my more annoying bullies there, describing his a date with some older woman, and he just casually said that he started fingering her in public. Then when they got some privacy and he saw that he wasn't getting hard, just casually put his cock into her mouth to suck him into hardness.
