I can't even think about women rn. I have to blow my nose every 5 seconds which causes me a headache, I feel hot and cold at the same time, my gums, eardrums and throat are killing me. I'm tired as fuck and spent most of the day laying in my bed not able to sleep and thinking about nothing except how much better it would be to be dead. There's one thing worse than being an incel. It's being sick.
