Rot&Repeat
Always Tired
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- Joined
- Apr 14, 2021
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I feel like this image perfectly describes it. If i did not know the shit i did, seen the shit i did, and be exposed to all the internet has done to me, i probably wouldnt have given a shit about my inceldom as much as i do now.
The internet has given me huge amounts of anxiety and depression. It has shown me things i wish i never seen. I couldve been perfectly normal if the internet didnt exist. I think the anxiety stems from having people hate me online and i cant do a thing to stop it other than trying my best to avoid them(aka appear offline)
The internet has given me depression because it has shown me women who i wish i could be with but i know i have no chance. So many females that have the personality i love but i just can never be with it due to distance and ugliness. Then the thoughts intrude in my head like "she probably has a boyfriend and im nothing but a cuck who entertains her via video games". I swear i catch immense feelings for every "girl gamer" who talks to me and it always ends with pain cause i know i will never be with them and that they are living a super easy life. Fuck the internet man.