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I am so socially retarded I want to die. I am stuck friendless because I can't form or engage social relationships, I had a group of friends back in secondary but I couldn't have individual conversations with them because I was so strange and awkward so I just sat with the group and didn't say much, now i'm at uni and have nobody.
I feel really strange and fidgety and most social cues go over my head like i'm a fucking imbicile, some people try with me but eventually get uncomfortable and stop bothering. I'm pretty sure I have ADHD.
My brain is just generally fucked. At this point I couldn't care less about having sex or relationships, I just wan't to be able to function like a normal person and form platonic friendships and alliances but I can't even have that. I have lost the motivation to do anything except rot, I feel like I wasn't equipped to handle this world.
I feel really strange and fidgety and most social cues go over my head like i'm a fucking imbicile, some people try with me but eventually get uncomfortable and stop bothering. I'm pretty sure I have ADHD.
My brain is just generally fucked. At this point I couldn't care less about having sex or relationships, I just wan't to be able to function like a normal person and form platonic friendships and alliances but I can't even have that. I have lost the motivation to do anything except rot, I feel like I wasn't equipped to handle this world.
