AutisticMonstrosity
34 y.o. KHHV dateless, 169 cm skincel autist NEET
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Every time I have complained to someone (in real life, not on the Internet) for example that foreigners (visible minorities) here that one sees on the street are more than 9 times out of 10 young/youngish men (that 1 time when it's a woman it's an islamic land-whale Somali woman with FGM and who is walking with her kids (which are never half-"white")) or that "did you see that black man with beautiful young (native) woman, it never occurs the other way round" I get replies like "it does not affect you (because you are too ugly even if no immigration)", "why are you (thou) bothered by that", "how it affects you"... so during the last 3-4 years I do not say anything or can only comment in a way as far detached from me as possible. I am not allowed to complain about immigrants taking our women and affecting the sex ratio like regular/average or even somewhat below average guys are allowed to.
Also being this ugly I am not allowed to complain about my acne (which is painful also, seems like the pain is the only aspect of acne that I am allowed to say out loud), because people treat me like acne for a person like me is not normal acne, because acne is not a problem when it is in a face so ugly anyways.
I am so ugly that I have not visited cosmetologist even though I have wanted to try it during many years (I would like to know whether my nose full of blackheads could be treated like one can see in some YouTube videos), because I fear what the situation would be there.
And most of all, I have never had the confidence to seek medical treatment for my skin issues, because of the way I have been treated during my whole life.
Also being this ugly I am not allowed to complain about my acne (which is painful also, seems like the pain is the only aspect of acne that I am allowed to say out loud), because people treat me like acne for a person like me is not normal acne, because acne is not a problem when it is in a face so ugly anyways.
I am so ugly that I have not visited cosmetologist even though I have wanted to try it during many years (I would like to know whether my nose full of blackheads could be treated like one can see in some YouTube videos), because I fear what the situation would be there.
And most of all, I have never had the confidence to seek medical treatment for my skin issues, because of the way I have been treated during my whole life.
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