Serious I am sick of this life, cannot stand anymore...

[mentalcel]

There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. I am getting suicidal. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?

 

[Deleted member 19236]

There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?

looks like a shit way to live tbh thats sad

 

[2 Betrayals]

Don’t go out alone. Why should they be happy while your are miserable?

 

[mentalcel]

Don’t go out alone. Why should they be happy while your are miserable?

Roping outside or inside. It is all about choices.

 

[Joelossus]

Roping outside or inside. It is all about choices.

I think he wants you to considER othER options.

 

[LastGerman]

There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed.

Did you at least drove a car?

 

[Bangkok or bust]

I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.

 

[JackBurton]

People are disgusted by our mere presence!

There is nothing for us out there, unless you go to a plastic surgery clinic.

 

[Vermilioncore]

In all honesty roping is all that's left

 

[zangano1]

I am getting suicidal.

you are a 30 year old friendless kisless virgin and you are just getting suicidal? you should have roped long ago, how do you cope this hard?

 

[starystulejarz]

i'm the same since i've been 24 but in recent year it become unbearable

you are a 30 year old friendless kisless virgin and you are just getting suicidal? you should have roped long ago, how do you cope this hard?

i was coping with games, porn/camwhores and movies till i was 24 then i got depressed so 7 years of neet life without much of depression just bad anxiety

 

[Dionysus]

brutal man maybe try blueberries

 

[Emba]

brutal man maybe try blueberries

I tried growing blueberries. They died. Too hot over here for them... They require a cool bog to do well.

At least i get a lot of BlackBerrys! No work either! They're just there! So that's mice... (...food. Good thing i have cats...)

 

[Deleted member 1042]

I wish I knew you guys irl. Would propose to do lsd together.

 

[Dark-Hatred]

I wish I knew you guys irl. Would propose to do lsd together.

This, I'd be OK with doing LSD with ya'll.

 

[Emba]

This, I'd be OK with doing LSD with ya'll.

I prefer mushrooms or peyote.
I don't trust (((chemicals))).

Jk. I'd rather be staying clean and sober! That drug stuff is for younger people!

 

[mentalcel]

I wish I knew you guys irl. Would propose to do lsd together.

Does it help?

 

[Haywire]

OP yes about same here. we werent meant to live like this alone and rotting.

I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.

35 here about same but no job. nothing really to say but this is just hell.

 

[FukFeminism]

That is the situation in this entire forum. You are among your own, brother.

 

[The Abyss]

There is no point in even living it. I haven't seen a humanbeing for the last 20 days. I haven't hugged anyone, kissed anyone, had sex, haven't laughed. I don't see any point in just sitting at home and eating, sleeping and repeating it. I don't have a driving license or car. I am soon 30 and have no life. I still keep my social medias so that I see my old friends old getting relations and many already got married. Some had children. I am getting suicidal. There no point of living this life but roping is also hard. There is this minimal hope but I don't even know why I have it or what is it for. Some part of me says I should have roped already by this age other says no wait until 40. Anyone is same situation?

33, only go out if I need to, no friends, no familial contact other than the father I live with, no savings, can drive at least, Asperger's, social phobia, arm fucking hurts at the elbow often so PC gaming is limited compared to before. No job, wtf is this.

 

[Deleted member 19116]

You have depression and your brain is low on feel-good hormones. First you need to fix that, then your outlook on life changes drastically. I'm 27 and was like you until a few years ago. I can give you some advice.

 

[Deleted member 10150]

You have depression and your brain is low on feel-good hormones. First you need to fix that, then your outlook on life changes drastically. I'm 27 and was like you until a few years ago. I can give you some advice.

how to fix it ?>

 

[Deleted member 16455]

That is the situation in this entire forum. You are among your own, brother.

 

[needsolution]

same here, i just want to rope away

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

I think he wants you to considER othER options.

Lmfao

 

[RandomGuy]

I was literally housebound from 24 to 35. I was NEET for large periods of it, only contact was with mental health professions. I pissed away over a decade of my prime sitting in a dark flat addictted to the internet. I'm 42 now, and the last 6 years have been just as unproductive as the last 10.

I'm living like Sodini, but with a super lower status job (part time). He did his deed at age 48.

same

A little over 10 years and another 6 years monk mode hermit. Total of 16 years isolation with no fam and no friends.