ItheIthe
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The world I believed in as a kid does not exist. There is no love or loyalty or happiness or honesty. There is only selfishness, envy, adultery, and lies.
All I ever wanted was a cute virginal wife to be loyal to me. When I was a kid, I envisioned the world that Way: Everyone in a faithful and loving marriage like they should be. All would be well.
Sadly, this is not the truth. My friend's "girlfriend" divorced him because she wanted to have we with as many new college guys are possible. A female coworker bragged to me about cheating on her "boyfriend". At a small "party" I overheard one female brag to her friend about cheating with a mutual friend's "boyfriend".
The list goes on. I know a 16 year old female that almost cheated on her "boyfriend". I have more examples too but Im too lazy to list all of them. All I ever wanted was to see genuine love and loyalty come to fruition.
I see no genuine love or loyalty anywhere I look. All I see is unfaithfulness and depression. Everyone is miserable over past loves. This world is not a loving place. It is filled only with people, especially females, who fake love for months or even years for status and sex. Our society of Pagans and hedonists is filled only with selfishness, lies, adultery, and heartbreak.
This reality is so bleak that I become extremely depressed and even suicidal just thinking about it. And then I smoke and forget the depression for a little but then it comes back and its just a vicious cycle.
All I ever wanted was a cute virginal wife to be loyal to me. When I was a kid, I envisioned the world that Way: Everyone in a faithful and loving marriage like they should be. All would be well.
Sadly, this is not the truth. My friend's "girlfriend" divorced him because she wanted to have we with as many new college guys are possible. A female coworker bragged to me about cheating on her "boyfriend". At a small "party" I overheard one female brag to her friend about cheating with a mutual friend's "boyfriend".
The list goes on. I know a 16 year old female that almost cheated on her "boyfriend". I have more examples too but Im too lazy to list all of them. All I ever wanted was to see genuine love and loyalty come to fruition.
I see no genuine love or loyalty anywhere I look. All I see is unfaithfulness and depression. Everyone is miserable over past loves. This world is not a loving place. It is filled only with people, especially females, who fake love for months or even years for status and sex. Our society of Pagans and hedonists is filled only with selfishness, lies, adultery, and heartbreak.
This reality is so bleak that I become extremely depressed and even suicidal just thinking about it. And then I smoke and forget the depression for a little but then it comes back and its just a vicious cycle.