Today, I finally officially decided that I am going to drop out from my college. I have thought about it for a long time, but I never made any action of my thoughts – until now.
The last year, I have had no motivation whatsoever to study. I have not even been able to force myself to do my assignments. Because of that, my grades have been dropping dramatically. I simply cannot help but viewing studying as pointless, since being blackpilled makes me see the world exactly for what it is. Since I am also extremely introverted and almost never socialize with others, I have basically only gone to school to sit off every class without doing anything – wasting my valuable time.
Now, I am becoming a NEET though. I will henceforth focus on self-improvement more. I will hopefully start to hit the gym three times per week instead of only once, which usually has been the case lately. I will also be able to sleep more. I am naturally nocturnal, and having to wake up early in the morning does not fit my natural circadian rhythm at all. Because of that, I have often slept too little when I have had to hit school.
Studying and pursuing a career is also completely pointless itself. Since having sex and spreading the truth are the only actually meaningful life accomplishments, why should I care? Money does not increase your sexual market value, and it is only useful if you want to become a betabuxx, which virginity is preferable to. Money is neither necessarily needed in order to achieve power – only strength, physically and mentally, and intelligence is needed for that.
Chad can be a poor NEET and still have a harem of JBs chasing him. 1
The truth can be spread without any official (((education))) merits, which I also will do in the future. It will be revolutionizing. Seriously, the thought of dying without any meaningful accomplishments in life is horrifying, so I really hope that I will be able to use my superior intellect somehow. I only need to learn how to canalize my internal energy first, which I know that I do possess within me.
The last year, I have had no motivation whatsoever to study. I have not even been able to force myself to do my assignments. Because of that, my grades have been dropping dramatically. I simply cannot help but viewing studying as pointless, since being blackpilled makes me see the world exactly for what it is. Since I am also extremely introverted and almost never socialize with others, I have basically only gone to school to sit off every class without doing anything – wasting my valuable time.
Now, I am becoming a NEET though. I will henceforth focus on self-improvement more. I will hopefully start to hit the gym three times per week instead of only once, which usually has been the case lately. I will also be able to sleep more. I am naturally nocturnal, and having to wake up early in the morning does not fit my natural circadian rhythm at all. Because of that, I have often slept too little when I have had to hit school.
Studying and pursuing a career is also completely pointless itself. Since having sex and spreading the truth are the only actually meaningful life accomplishments, why should I care? Money does not increase your sexual market value, and it is only useful if you want to become a betabuxx, which virginity is preferable to. Money is neither necessarily needed in order to achieve power – only strength, physically and mentally, and intelligence is needed for that.
Chad can be a poor NEET and still have a harem of JBs chasing him. 1
The truth can be spread without any official (((education))) merits, which I also will do in the future. It will be revolutionizing. Seriously, the thought of dying without any meaningful accomplishments in life is horrifying, so I really hope that I will be able to use my superior intellect somehow. I only need to learn how to canalize my internal energy first, which I know that I do possess within me.
