It's Over I am defeated

[HotDogCel]

My reaction to most of the information I receive, to most of the texts, images, and videos I'm exposed to, is to close my eyes and let out a long sigh.

I can't see what I could feel other than defeat as an incel. I had lost from birth, even before that.
To be honest, no one truly 'wins' in life, but some experience things that soften the defeat promised to us all.
The one who never feels the weight of a woman's arms on his shoulders will instead feel the weight of the absurdity of existence, crushing his entire being, shrinking him, then tearing him apart until suicide.

 

[Mystorious]

everything's just so tiring

 

[HotDogCel]

everything's just so tiring

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

everything's just so tiring

i wake up nervous of my brain coming to torture me with jealousy and anger everyday. do you understand just how fucking debilitating this is to me? im in constant mental FUCKING pain all day.

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

Instead of sighing, do this

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqC0Yf8OjAI

 

[light]

very nicely written brocel

@Nullified

 

[Fed_911]

The one who never feels the weight of a woman's arms on his shoulders will instead feel the weight of the absurdity of existence, crushing his entire being, shrinking him, then tearing him apart until suicide.

This is relateable af

 

[Fed_911]

I’m also defeated

There’s no coming back from this shit

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

very nicely written brocel

@Nullified

Agreed

 

[HotDogCel]

very nicely written brocel

@Nullified

Thanks bhai

 

[HotDogCel]

Agreed

 

[HotDogCel]

There’s no coming back from this shit

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I was defeated the moment I was born.

 

[bathlete]

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

everything's just so tiring

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Haven't slept and morning people are getting up

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Haven't slept and morning people are getting up

Do you ever have hallucinations with how little you sleep?

I think you have the worst sleep schedule on the whole forum jfl

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Do you ever have hallucinations with how little you sleep?

I think you have the worst sleep schedule on the whole forum jfl

Yes, I once was walking and stared at a street light and it turned into a motorcycle headlight coming at full speed towards me in the dark. I got like a hypnic jerk that awoke me from the hallucination

 

[Mecoja]

Everything is so pointless, i wouldnt mind one bit if i dropped dead this second.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Yes, I once was walking and stared at a street light and it turned into a motorcycle headlight coming at full speed towards me in the dark. I got like a hypnic jerk that awoke me from the hallucination

Brutal hallucinationpill

 

[Mecoja]

Existing as an incel is the punishment most severe, more than anyone can bear.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Yes, I once was walking and stared at a street light and it turned into a motorcycle headlight coming at full speed towards me in the dark. I got like a hypnic jerk that awoke me from the hallucination

Fr?

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Fr?

Yes fr, not joking at all

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Yes fr, not joking at all

Damn man, that's fucked.

When you do sleep do you enjoy it?

Sometimes I'm fighting myself in the dream because I'm afraid that I won't be able to wake up.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Brutal hallucinationpill

Sleeppill destroyed me, and only others who have as bad of sleep will get it. @Animecel2D knows the struggle of inceldom but even he can't fully understand the brutality of bad sleep because he's a sleepmogger

 

[Mecoja]

“Anyone can deal with victory. Only the mighty can bear defeat.”​

― Adolf Hitler

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Damn man, that's fucked.

When you do sleep do you enjoy it?

Sometimes I'm fighting myself in the dream because I'm afraid that I won't be able to wake up.

Of course I like to sleep, but it's so hard to fall asleep and my body wakes me up 1-4 times every sleep and I have to do the work of falling back asleep so many times. It's tiring af and ruins my days when I can't get back to sleep

 

[Animecel2D]

Sleeppill destroyed me, and only others who have as bad of sleep will get it. @Animecel2D knows the struggle of inceldom but even he can't fully understand the brutality of bad sleep because he's a sleepmogger

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Of course I like to sleep, but it's so hard to fall asleep and my body wakes me up 1-4 times every sleep and I have to do the work of falling back asleep so many times. It's tiring af and ruins my days when I can't get back to sleep

I really do wonder why that is brocel. Maybe it would be worth it to go to a doctor or something if things don't get better? Like a brain scan or something.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

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Hopefully that's me in an hour

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I really do wonder why that is brocel. Maybe it would be worth it to go to a doctor or something if things don't get better? Like a brain scan or something.

It's because I have so many chronic health issues, I'm a night person, the stress of inceldom, and job stuff

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

It's because I have so many chronic health issues, I'm a night person, the stress of inceldom, and job stuff

Do you think you'll be like this forever though? That would be horrible to live your whole life like that.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Do you think you'll be like this forever though? That would be horrible to live your whole life like that.

Yes, it's been this way for around 4 years and isn't ever gonna get better. It would be irrational to think it's just magically gonna improve now

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Yes, it's been this way for around 4 years and isn't ever gonna get better. It would be irrational to think it's just magically gonna improve now

If you got into a relationship maybe it would help? Loneliness is a mind killer.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

If you got into a relationship maybe it would help? Loneliness is a mind killer.

It 100% would. I bet 50% of the sleep issues would disappear instantly, but some would definitely remain. Sometimes I cope and blame all my sleep issues on inceldom but I know that's not true because @Animecel2D is incel and has perfect sleep. So it's obvious my body is just terrible in this regard to begin with

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

It 100% would. I bet 50% of the sleep issues would disappear instantly, but some would definitely remain. Sometimes I cope and blame all my sleep issues on inceldom but I know that's not true because @Animecel2D is incel and has perfect sleep. So it's obvious my body is just terrible in this regard to begin with

Absolutely brutal mango

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Absolutely brutal mango

Fr