What else am I going to substitute when I am starved of female attention? At this point, no other cope beats alcohol at the moment. I feel like a toddler when I am drunk, every experience feels novel for me. Every old video game or rerun of an old tv show I used to watch feels new again to me, and that feeling is amazing. I can actually listen to music and enjoy it. I don't give a fuck about my inceldom either. It's been weeks since I've last been drunk. Beer is my drink of choice. Makes me piss a whole lot, but I don't feel as hungover as when I drink vodka or whiskey. I'm now waiting on my kilju recipe to ferment. It tastes like shit and makes me want to vomit after every sip, but its going to be worth it. And yes, I am a youngcel in the United States.
