Rotting away from 13-31 in front of a screen just going to work to get home and play video games while drinking coke. It was fun for a decade. Now I cannot cope with this anymore.. trying to "looksmax" for the first time but what for, then you realise: You were never alive. Your Life experiences are close to zero.. what is there to talk about?
Ambitions, Dreams, Skills, Passion, Hobbies, Work... No.
Your brain is fucked. Not repairable. You have missed out on too much and don't even know where to start to get back to "normal".
You test your suicide method and realise how hard it is to really kill yourself.
Trying to search for new copes but what for anyway...lacking the ambition to even start anything.
But i don't want to give up!! How can I change... is there hope?!
Bruuuuuuutal
Ambitions, Dreams, Skills, Passion, Hobbies, Work... No.
Your brain is fucked. Not repairable. You have missed out on too much and don't even know where to start to get back to "normal".
You test your suicide method and realise how hard it is to really kill yourself.
Trying to search for new copes but what for anyway...lacking the ambition to even start anything.
But i don't want to give up!! How can I change... is there hope?!
Bruuuuuuutal
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