I was never interested in or paid attention to superficial things such as clothes and brands and such. And I was never jealous of others for it.
But recently I am becoming more and more like the American Psycho. I pay attention to what people are wearing, and what they have, and all the details, and I am getting obsessed with having expensive and good looking items. And I also get irritated when I see people having things that are more expensive or cooler than mine.
And it's never enough. I keep feeling inadequate even when I have things that are nice. This feeling of inadequacy and jealousy towards others is an entirely new feelings I had never experienced before.
I think maybe it's age, or maybe it's because recently I have been more than ever preoccupied with looking better to make foids interested in me.
But another horrifying possibility is that this jewish corporate world is finally entrapping me and making me into another normie slave.
But recently I am becoming more and more like the American Psycho. I pay attention to what people are wearing, and what they have, and all the details, and I am getting obsessed with having expensive and good looking items. And I also get irritated when I see people having things that are more expensive or cooler than mine.
And it's never enough. I keep feeling inadequate even when I have things that are nice. This feeling of inadequacy and jealousy towards others is an entirely new feelings I had never experienced before.
I think maybe it's age, or maybe it's because recently I have been more than ever preoccupied with looking better to make foids interested in me.
But another horrifying possibility is that this jewish corporate world is finally entrapping me and making me into another normie slave.
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