Today I saw a couple making out on the train to school this morning. They looked so happy. As usual, the guy had all the genetic features I lack. A full head of hair, a nice jaw, and non-mutated facial features. After years of seeing males with these genetic traits have constant sex and relationships, I've confirmed that these traits are necessary for a female to be genuinely attracted to you in a sexual way. Humans are animals, and animals have no morals when looking for a mate. Personality? Style? Intelligence? All is meaningless when you are a male with a recessed chin, balding, and ugly facial features.
Differential equations, organic chemistry, calculus 1-3, physics 1-2, and fluid mechanics are easy classes when you are motivated. If you pay attention and study hard, even a dumb person like me can ace them.
But being surrounded by girls in as an ugly virgin male 24/7 eventually breaks you. I find 99.9% of females my age attractive, all it takes is a single good trait to make a girl attractive. I try to tell myself to keep going, but I eventually surrender to my despair and cannot study anymore. I keep on studying the bare minimum, even though it is nowhere near my full potential.
Can any other collegecels relate? I can't be the only one.
Differential equations, organic chemistry, calculus 1-3, physics 1-2, and fluid mechanics are easy classes when you are motivated. If you pay attention and study hard, even a dumb person like me can ace them.
But being surrounded by girls in as an ugly virgin male 24/7 eventually breaks you. I find 99.9% of females my age attractive, all it takes is a single good trait to make a girl attractive. I try to tell myself to keep going, but I eventually surrender to my despair and cannot study anymore. I keep on studying the bare minimum, even though it is nowhere near my full potential.
Can any other collegecels relate? I can't be the only one.
