I'm gonna get a job in mcdonalds after I leave India. Minimum wage in England is 11.40 an hour now and Im tired of claiming 380 a month benefits. It doesn't go very far. I always liked McDonald's and I like their systems for doing things. I want to somehow work my way up and become a big corporate guy making 250 grand a year. Then I'll have made it but I'm happy to do the shit work for as long as it takes now. I'll do it good as well. Since I am an autistic adhd ocd guy I think I can make the burgers real good and keep it clean real nice.
That's my plan. And I'll find some good friends there who are grinding for a better life and I'll smoke a joint with them on lunch break and make burgers extra hard after.
Thats my best plan and most realistic plan so far for getting out of this poverty shit. Once I have money from working for a year or two I can take weekend holidays to Amsterdam or Germany or whenever and pay 100 euro to a nice prostitute. And forget this incel shit and girlfriend shit, it's too late for me anyway and even big chad guys are getting cheated on and losing everything. It was never very realistic to get a girlfriend and happily ever after shit was it.
With my money from working I'll buy back my BMW from the guy I sold it to, hopefully he still has it and I'll be able to afford the crazy ass insurance rates. And I'll stop smoking weed for the first few months because the police will be on my ass as a double banned driver. And once they go away I'll be back to hotboxing my beamer and feeling like a boss. And if this doesn't work, I'll have to sell drugs properly. And I'll have to find guys who are ready to fight and we will have to take every other dealers out by force. I will probably use a crackhead girl to set up buys and kidnap the rivals when they come. And beat the information of their stash houses out of them. And then take everything and hurt them so severely they can't come back for revenge . I might kneecap them with hammers and break their hands too. Maybe I'll kill them if I can reliably dispose of the bodies. Maybe I'll make someone else kill them for money.
Either way I am going to make my money this time or I am going to buy a gun with the money I saved specially to buy a gun, and shoot my forehead, and I'll do this while Im standing in deep water so if I don't die immediately then I drown as a backup guarantee.
