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* i am a weirdo for sure but why i love sitting at home and coding cool things so much? come on man, i enjoy this more than hanging with normies
so i always had issues with people where now i started hating them and then WOMEN and their picky delusional bs... just lol.
so i hate women cause theyre retarded, and i hate men because we europeans always diss each other and i never diss back so even my friends often diss me. i just hate dissing each other whether its for fun or serious.
anyway even if i loved women and men and everyone, i still would be doing what i am doing now, i would be NEETing at home and coding all the time with eventual breaks for some anime or music or food or forum post. Lmao
i derive 0 pleasure from going out and hanging with some dudes holding beer in hand and cracking jokes that are often (not always)) at someones expense, and very often not funny
i, however, derive A LOT of pleasure from creating and coding things, games, apps, websites, etc. because i know I improve. the feeling is huge. even if its just COPE because i dont suddenly become rich becuz of it, so the sattisfacction is only mental, but i still love it
why am so weird guys? why
btw heres my second thread that i wanted to post but felt asleep last night before i finished it, so i will post it here unfinished instead:
Rain is weird but I love it
Idk why rain sounds from window sound so good and chilling, perhaps cause first life came from water?
Now the weird thing..it's quite amazing that on Earth even in one area we can have sun, rain, snow and many between depending on time.
It's like we have everything on planet to survive, go into space and collonize planets
so i always had issues with people where now i started hating them and then WOMEN and their picky delusional bs... just lol.
so i hate women cause theyre retarded, and i hate men because we europeans always diss each other and i never diss back so even my friends often diss me. i just hate dissing each other whether its for fun or serious.
anyway even if i loved women and men and everyone, i still would be doing what i am doing now, i would be NEETing at home and coding all the time with eventual breaks for some anime or music or food or forum post. Lmao
i derive 0 pleasure from going out and hanging with some dudes holding beer in hand and cracking jokes that are often (not always)) at someones expense, and very often not funny
i, however, derive A LOT of pleasure from creating and coding things, games, apps, websites, etc. because i know I improve. the feeling is huge. even if its just COPE because i dont suddenly become rich becuz of it, so the sattisfacction is only mental, but i still love it
why am so weird guys? why
btw heres my second thread that i wanted to post but felt asleep last night before i finished it, so i will post it here unfinished instead:
Rain is weird but I love it
Idk why rain sounds from window sound so good and chilling, perhaps cause first life came from water?
Now the weird thing..it's quite amazing that on Earth even in one area we can have sun, rain, snow and many between depending on time.
It's like we have everything on planet to survive, go into space and collonize planets
