SuicideFuel i am a autistic npc

[Deleted member 27495]

I literally just wake up(didnt sleep all night tho), go to work, come home, ldar, repeat. Nothing will ever improve, there will never be any deviations from this schedule beside my impending suicide.

Im embarrassed with myself and how unbelievably pathetic I am but its all just fucking determinism, nothing I do will ever change me being an ugly framecel manlet.

I can only empathize with my mother over how unbelievably subhuman and autistic I am. I apologized to her that I existed not too long ago and told her I dont plan on going on for much longer and her reaction was obviously just the standard garbage like "you have so much to live for" etc.

its all just cringe to me now, words r useless, I saw a therapist for a few years but its jsut the same garbage platitudes on a loop that obviously have no relevancy to me becuse being an incel is like being a jew during the holocaust, sure the nazis could help jews out, but did they want too? no jfl they wanted them dead.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

An*

 

[Deleted member 27495]

An*

ok

 

[ionlycopenow]

You don't have to be a wage slave.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

You don't have to be a wage slave.

if i quit my job my mom will abandon me at a homeless shelter

 

[Deleted member 27249]

You don't have to be a wage slave.

Privileged talk. It's either wage slave or homeless

 

[ionlycopenow]

Privileged talk. It's either wage slave or homeless

You can be neet.

if i quit my job my mom will abandon me at a homeless shelter

Yup, been there done that.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

You can be neet.

Just be homeless bro

 

[Deleted member 27495]

You can be neet.


Yup, been there done that.

how the fuck am i gonna be NEET bro i wont have access to my PC and cant afford renting a place because i wouldnt have income. its insane tho, being abandoned by both of my parents, what a fucking joke my life is.

 

[ionlycopenow]

how the fuck am i gonna be NEET bro i wont have access to my PC and cant afford renting a place because i wouldnt have income. its insane tho, being abandoned by both of my parents, what a fucking joke my life is.

Dude I was left homeless at 18. I had to literally sleep in the street and shit at mcdonalds. I've been there done that I told you.

Depends on what country you live in.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Dude I was left homeless at 18. I had to literally sleep in the street and shit at mcdonalds. I've been there done that I told you.

Depends on what country you live in.

id rather be a wage slave than shitting at mcdonalds bro JFL.

 

[ionlycopenow]

id rather be a wage slave than shitting at mcdonalds bro JFL.

I'm making a point here. It wasn't a choice. I had a job and was in school. They just decided I had to pull myself up by the bootstraps bro.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

I'm making a point here. It wasn't a choice. I had a job and was in school. They just decided I had to pull myself up by the bootstraps bro.

i will rope immediately if i get thrown out on the streets despite having a job and taking classes