SmugMohito
Evil angel/Righteous demon
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TLDR: I saw this cute blonde girl at the store today and I hurt myself so she could check on me. It didn't work though.
I knew I wasn't going to succeed but I wanted her contact so bad. I backhanded those metal/steel shelves that display the products so she could hold my hand and when she came close to me...I just...choked. I can't really find a word for it. I know I didn't faint because I was still conscious but It legitimately did feel like a black out. A new thing I've started to do was pay a cousin or two to wing man for me when things go awry so I remember him driving me home but from the time I had that "episode" to the time I realized I was in the car felt...blank...I can't remember it, it feels like it didn't happen.
Can a medicalcel explain this?
I knew I wasn't going to succeed but I wanted her contact so bad. I backhanded those metal/steel shelves that display the products so she could hold my hand and when she came close to me...I just...choked. I can't really find a word for it. I know I didn't faint because I was still conscious but It legitimately did feel like a black out. A new thing I've started to do was pay a cousin or two to wing man for me when things go awry so I remember him driving me home but from the time I had that "episode" to the time I realized I was in the car felt...blank...I can't remember it, it feels like it didn't happen.
Can a medicalcel explain this?