SuicideFuel I actually cringed looking at myself

[KetamineAddictYoda]

I was looking at pictures I took of myself for looksmaxxing tips and holy fuck I couldn't bear it. I just wonder how I was the sperm and egg that made it to conception. The creation of the universe, billions of years, stars and rocks colliding, life forming, billions of years of evolution, millions dying and how many extinctions, my parents having me, all so I could live a sad and lonely life while being aware of how hideous I am.

 

[ummmwhatthesigma]

midlifecrisiscel

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

midlifecrisiscel

Not even. I remember thinking these exact thoughts in school. I'd see all my classmates enjoy life while I rotted knowing this was suppose to be the best time of my life.

 

[ummmwhatthesigma]

Not even. I remember thinking these exact thoughts in school. I'd see all my classmates enjoy life while I rotted knowing this was suppose to be the best time of my life.

no, every normalfag experiences existential dread, they probably experience it more since they value their life more and it is worth living

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

no, every normalfag experiences existential dread, they probably experience it more since they value their life more and it is worth living

Normies are total NPC's whose most profound thought is "Oh no I'm going to die how sad" after decades of living like a zombie. They are baseless animals that act entirely on emotion. Meanwhile, I'm hyperaware of how short life is and am constantly trying to make the most of it.

 

[ummmwhatthesigma]

Normies are total NPC's whose most profound thought is "Oh no I'm going to die how sad" after decades of living like a zombie. They are baseless animals that act entirely on emotion. Meanwhile, I'm hyperaware of how short life is and am constantly trying to make the most of it.

 

[Friezacel]

How old are you ?

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

How old are you ?

Mid 20s

 

[gymcellragefuel]

Brutal if you’ve only started looksmaxxing now. Should’ve started at 16 maximum to be considered human

 

[userrrr]

I was looking at pictures I took of myself for looksmaxxing tips and holy fuck I couldn't bear it. I just wonder how I was the sperm and egg that made it to conception. The creation of the universe, billions of years, stars and rocks colliding, life forming, billions of years of evolution, millions dying and how many extinctions, my parents having me, all so I could live a sad and lonely life while being aware of how hideous I am.

You actually good at humour , I hope you’ll be ok some day

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

You actually good at humour , I hope you’ll be ok some day

Thanks brocel that r/mademesmile. My blessing is that I'm witty but my curse is that it's only when given the time (such as when writing). Normal communication is fast-paced and difficult on my autistic brain.

 

[UglyVirgin]

I can relate, I can’t stand having my picture taken, I can stand hearing my own voice it’s all just so subhuman

 

[Wolnir]

I can relate, I can’t stand having my picture taken, I can stand hearing my own voice it’s all just so subhuman

I never realised how autistic I looked until I had a bunch of photos taken of me one time on holiday.

 

[UglyVirgin]

I never realised how autistic I looked until I had a bunch of photos taken of me one time on holiday.

It’s not only how I look, it’s how weird I position myself in pictures, I am so stiff and have these weird grimaces and facial movements, like when I laugh etc I am just a completely autistic looking subhuman

 

[Wolnir]

It’s not only how I look, it’s how weird I position myself in pictures, I am so stiff and have these weird grimaces and facial movements, like when I laugh etc I am just a completely autistic looking subhuman

It doesn't help that you have to force a smile when you're having a photo taken of you.