It's Over I absolutely hate being on Stimulants

[keksofthebest]

As the title says, I am on prescribed stimulants for ADHD. While my grades had initially increased, and I had more academic success, the stuff prescribed to me is absolutely destructive. As of last year I decided to stop taking them, and hiding them in my room so my mother didn't catch on to what I was doing. My goal was to see how I was when i'm not under the influence of stimulants. As the months passed by, I grew accustomed to being able to sleep, and marveled at the fact that I had an appetite for food. And when i'm taking stimulants I have no appetite and I find it very hard to fall asleep at a time that i'm used to falling asleep at. However one of the positives and negatives of stimulants is that i feel no emotion, albeit very intense emotions. For example, this weekend i was daydreaming of my oneitis, and how happy i'd be with her, and that sent me into a very depressive state. I felt as if I was not really interacting with the world. And my intrusive thoughts about foids had disappeared besides my oneitis. Anyways i'm not really sure where this belongs, but whatever.

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

Sounds like you should keep taking them if you don't plan to rope.

my grades had initially increased, and I had more academic success

Is atleast somewhat important.

 

[keksofthebest]

Sounds like you should keep taking them if you don't plan to rope.

I probably should as i don't think about foids at all while on them tbh. and i was in chad central aka Tampa Bay

 

[ADepressedVirgin]

idk i kind of like adderall makes me good at fps games and i feel like an immortal badass even tho im a subhuman

 

[keksofthebest]

idk i kind of like adderall makes me good at fps games

True, it makes focusing on games easier

 

[aGuyAlone]

You Amerimutts are lucky you even have access to drugs. In my cucked EU homo country it's extremely difficult to get anything other than shitty weed and extortionately taxed cigarettes which barely even make a dent in my mental health issues.

It's a godsend if you have easy and regular access to drugs that can numb the pain of inceldom.

 

[keksofthebest]

In my cucked EU homo country it's extremely difficult to get anything other than shitty weed and extortionately taxed cigarettes which barely even make a dent in my mental health issues.

Where in Euroland are you at? And how old do you have to get cigs?

 

[aGuyAlone]

Where in Euroland are you at? And how old do you have to get cigs?

Ireland. You need to be 18 to get cigarettes but many people resell (At really high prices) to under 18's and like 50% of 13 to 17yo's here smoke at least occasionally. Weed is also easy to get but it's garbage quality and mixed with weird crap.

 

[keksofthebest]

Weed is also easy to get but it's garbage quality and mixed with weird crap.

That sucks to hear, it's somewhat easy to get over here in the states, but yeah i'm not the one to do drugs lmao