SuicideFuel I (38 KHHV) fear I might be a sperg

[virgin4life]

I just did a couple of autism tests. Some of them were tests designed by experts on the field. And the result was always that there is a high probability that I am an autist. Actually my scores were higher than those of average diagnosed autists. I almost maxed out the score most of the time.

Did any of you get officially diagnosed as autists and how do you get diagnosed? I am not sure if I should do this since being diagnosed as an autist might have several disadvantages. What are your experiences with this topic?

I am also starting to think I am mainly a mentalcel. I mean I am definitely not only a mentalcel but if true then it could be one of my main reasons for inceldom.

 

[retard_supreme0]

I've never been officially diagnosed, but I do have a lot of autistic traits (can't maintain eye contact, socially awkward, horrible stutter, niche interests).

Try taking this https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/autism-quiz/

 

[ThouShallObeyKing]

nah these tests wilil say u r autism when u r introvert

 

[Mogged Loner]

I know an autistic guy who has a job, wife and a kid and I can barley have a foid make eye contact or even acknowledge that I’m alive

 

[Deleted member 19236]

I'm sorry for your loss.
Autism is a curse.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

There's no disadvantage as you don't have to tell anyone. You get tax benefits, two years earlier pension with full benefits, 2 more days off per year and can't be fired that easily anymore. For the latter two you would have to tell your boss obviously.

Some normiedocs won't take yous seriously anymore. Only tell them if necessary.

Government idiots are paid to keep you undiagnosed / without Behindertenausweis. Don't listen to anyone but a lawyer for social rights or a psychiatrist / psychologist specialized in the topic. Check if you city has a Behindertenbeauftragten.

Go to a clinic (that's the fastest), contact medizinisch psychiatrischer dienst, or find a psychologist specialized in ASD (takes up to two years to get a meeting).

Gotta scribblemaxx will tell more later.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

I dont remember the details of my diagnosis, but my parents probably do. I was 1 - 5 years old

 

[FrothySolutions]

If you're over 35 and a virgin, you probably have Aspergersian issues.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

I've been diagnosed with Aspergers. I'm on the same boat as you, I'm a mentalcel, but I've been called ugly before by foids too.

 

[overformanlets]

tbh at 38 it doesn't matter if ur autistic or not, ur life is already fucked beyond repair. Although getting diagnosied might provide some clarification or relief, maybe NEETbux. i havn't taken an official diagnosis but i also did those tests and got high, so i try to avoid human contact more now.

 

[virgin4life]

nah these tests wilil say u r autism when u r introvert

True but I think there is more to it in my case. Friends of mine already noticed it too and said something about my brain and my way of thinking was very weird. I overanalyze things extremely. I can't make decisions and shit. I pay extreme attention to detail etc. Sometimes when I think about something I completely drown in those thoughts and hardly have a connection to the external world. I forget to lock doors and shit if a thought is occupying me too much.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Glad im no autist tbh

 

[toyotacel]

It doesn't matter dude what your mental state is, you're 38 years old. You should not give a fuck about anything, you're better off going hiki and playing vidya for the rest of your life.

 

[Valiant Virgin]

I've never been officially diagnosed, but I'm 95% sure I have Asperger's and OCD.

 

[muharremabi]

You don't have to take autism tests to know you're autist. If you're not social enough, speak like a completely retard with people or your relatives etc. You should be able to figure out your problem.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

True but I think there is more to it in my case. Friends of mine already noticed it too and said something about my brain and my way of thinking was very weird. I overanalyze things extremely. I can't make decisions and shit. I pay extreme attention to detail etc. Sometimes when I think about something I completely drown in those thoughts and hardly have a connection to the external world. I forget to lock doors and shit if a thought is occupying me too much.

What about stimming and not being able to interpret nonverbal communication, maybe in childhood?

I am not sure about it, but iirc you can get tax returns also from your years before.

 

[virgin4life]

What about stimming and not being able to interpret nonverbal communication, maybe in childhood?

Well from the time I was 22 to 34 I was isolated and did not interact with anyone in any way other than online so hard to tell if I would have been able to interpret nonverbal communication. How exactly do people interact in a non verbal way?

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

How exactly do people interact in a non verbal way?

Ded srs? Over buddy boyo.

Gestures and facial expressions to express emotions.

What about childhood?

 

[virgin4life]

Ded srs? Over buddy boyo.

Gestures and facial expressions to express emotions.

What about childhood?

Childhood. Hard to say. My father was very similar to me. He needed order or he would go crazy. He would isolate himself even from his sisters because other people stressed him out. For example when someone suggested to him that he is doing something wrong and should be doing it differently he hated that and it would stress him out so much that he would cut contact to that person. I am very similar to him. My parents were in jail because they were heroin addicts but when I was born they stopped. So hard to say if I am just mental because my parents were mental or it is something else.

My father always needed routines and so do I. I make checklists all the time for the most trivial things in my life.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yes I got diagnosed with high functioning Aspergers about a month ago and I am 25 years old.

 

[FukFeminism]

Unfortunately, you might just be an autistic.