Tonight, this phase of my life comes to an end. And the truth is, I never drink. Even on holidays, but I thought tonight was the perfect time to get drunk. I have a long history with alcohol. I drank a lot when I was very, very lovesick. Regardless, I have fond memories of those terrible nights.
What began three years ago, sadly comes to an end today. Time has flown by so quickly, pre-covid and shit.
You wouldn't believe how sharply the image of the past has burned into my memory. As if it happened yesterday, yet it feels so distant.
I remember the way she looked at me, she knew I was drunk. I couldn't even say hello properly, but she just smiled. And as I walked away like a little beta bitch, I could feel her gaze. I looked back one last time. I'd never done that, but I looked her straight in the eye.
I wish I could turn back time, so I could stop reliving it in my head.
And if I had a Men in Black memory eraser, I wouldn't use it. This pain is the only thing that connects me to her.
Maybe one day, something good will come along.
And one day, something good will save our soul.
What began three years ago, sadly comes to an end today. Time has flown by so quickly, pre-covid and shit.
You wouldn't believe how sharply the image of the past has burned into my memory. As if it happened yesterday, yet it feels so distant.
I remember the way she looked at me, she knew I was drunk. I couldn't even say hello properly, but she just smiled. And as I walked away like a little beta bitch, I could feel her gaze. I looked back one last time. I'd never done that, but I looked her straight in the eye.
I wish I could turn back time, so I could stop reliving it in my head.
And if I had a Men in Black memory eraser, I wouldn't use it. This pain is the only thing that connects me to her.
Maybe one day, something good will come along.
And one day, something good will save our soul.
Let's drink!
+Deus Vult+
+Deus Vult+
