One time I hit my head and had a raging headache the entire day, leading me to go to the emergency room. During my appointment I was unable to concentrate due to the pain and obsessing about my hideous appearance in a nearby mirror. Generally I made some eye contact, even back then, but this time I was too ashamed to look at her and in too much pain to care. Anyway the bitch asks my mom if I am autistic, with a look of extreme disgust, because I don't make eye contact with her, answer questions in one or two words and am generally unengaged. On top of the fact it should be obvious, since it's in my medical record, her contempt and condescension made me quite upset, even claiming I am mildly autistic based on minimal interaction on a bad day. I bet if I had faked some normalcy at the time she wouldn't have said a thing. This is proof women despise autists.
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