BlkPillPres
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I spend basically all day working on my projects, I'm really close to finishing one in particular, but I could finish so much sooner if I didn't have to sleep, I fucking hate sleep so much, why do I have to feel tired, so many hours are being waste
I wish I could just wakeup one day and never have to sleep again, I could get so much done, it would be like a cheat code to not have to sleep, you'd have 8 hours and more over every other person on the planet, and time is the most valuable resource there is
I've always somewhat hated sleep tbh, because it always felt like such a waste, but these days I hate it even more because since I have so much free time to work on other things its more apparent, usually I'd get home from work and I'd be tired later in the everning, but now I'm finding myself tired early in the morning the next day, having worked through the past night, and that's really fucked up my sleep cycle, so I always wake up like 11 AM the same day after "crashing" and begrudgingly going to sleep
Oh well, I'm drowsy as hell right now and I pretty much have no choice, so I'll have to go sleep now
I'm not sure if God exists or not, I haven't prayed in years, but if there's one thing I'd thank God for, is the time that this Corona pandemic has provided me, never in my life could I have ever gotten this much free time while being paid, I almost feel "blessed", but still its only made my own inherent weaknesses and shortcomings as a human even more apparent to me
Even with more time I feel like I'm racing against time
I wish I could just wakeup one day and never have to sleep again, I could get so much done, it would be like a cheat code to not have to sleep, you'd have 8 hours and more over every other person on the planet, and time is the most valuable resource there is
I've always somewhat hated sleep tbh, because it always felt like such a waste, but these days I hate it even more because since I have so much free time to work on other things its more apparent, usually I'd get home from work and I'd be tired later in the everning, but now I'm finding myself tired early in the morning the next day, having worked through the past night, and that's really fucked up my sleep cycle, so I always wake up like 11 AM the same day after "crashing" and begrudgingly going to sleep
Oh well, I'm drowsy as hell right now and I pretty much have no choice, so I'll have to go sleep now
I'm not sure if God exists or not, I haven't prayed in years, but if there's one thing I'd thank God for, is the time that this Corona pandemic has provided me, never in my life could I have ever gotten this much free time while being paid, I almost feel "blessed", but still its only made my own inherent weaknesses and shortcomings as a human even more apparent to me
Even with more time I feel like I'm racing against time