ive been both wageslave and neet on and off. I am about to wageslave the rest of my life away tho.
Got into an accident left me semi paralyzed so i was off work for about 2 or 3 years and after lots of therapy i can barely work, so the government said slavery it is. so i work.
recently had surgery because im young and my body is destroying itself from the accident and the slavery and so ive been off work for a little over a month and its been nice again, but back to slavery in a few weeks.
The neetlife was sweet for a while but more than a year or two and you start to lose it. at least i did. I crave freedom and I need to be away from others and all I do is rot in my room around my family all day rubbing me the wrong way. I get angry, and irritable quickly. I sit alone most of the time and waste my life away playing vidya or beating my meat. Trust me its cool for a few days then it gets real old. I started to actually like fresh air and seeing the outside world, even if they were normie-filled, i could at least count my blessings.
So I have been. Back at wage slavery and I can tolerate only so much. Now I crave a bullet to the brain. I hate my life working for the minimum wage payments just to live day to day. I would rather live off the governments dime even if it was monotonous. I hate my coworkers and my job. I hate how my life is crumbling around me and I am forced to work the rest of my youth away so I can live in squalor as a pathetic adult in a teenagers job. I will certainly kill myself before it comes to that, but the thought alone, that i must face turning a gun on myself or grow old and humiliated. I shutter at the thought. Oh well, such is life of an incel am i right? We dont have it easy, and it doesnt get easy, only harder. Fuck this gay earth. Fuck everyone in it, I cant wait to see it all go to hell.
thats how the neet life is.