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the_only_ugly_YWG
Greycel
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- Sep 18, 2024
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Its turning me into a fucking alcoholic unironically, every time I go for a walk around town or to the gym I get the most weirded out stares from normies, it makes me so angry and I've already flippantly asked people in the street wtf they're staring at (I continue walking because I'm a pussy)
Idk how to cope with it tho, it actually hasn't gotten any easier since I noticed my first serious stares at 16, I'm 25 now and every stare I get still absolutely fucking burns me to my core and immediately makes me start thinking ER shit and I start wanting to go home to chug whisky and forget about it for a moment, when I'm drunk I can convince myself I'm not that bad looking or at least I can think about my subhumanity without wanting to fucking die, it just sucks man I can't cope with it anymore
Idk how to cope with it tho, it actually hasn't gotten any easier since I noticed my first serious stares at 16, I'm 25 now and every stare I get still absolutely fucking burns me to my core and immediately makes me start thinking ER shit and I start wanting to go home to chug whisky and forget about it for a moment, when I'm drunk I can convince myself I'm not that bad looking or at least I can think about my subhumanity without wanting to fucking die, it just sucks man I can't cope with it anymore