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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I’m so goddamn alone
it hurts to the point where my heart feels heavy
how the fuck do you deal with it
no friends in years, and forget about having a girlfriend L O L
it’s impossible to not go insane from this shit, from feeling both so isolated and feeling like a loser, a massive fucking failure in life
there’s zero reason why I shouldn’t purchase a weapon and kill myself. Why even wait until my parents die? If they truly love me, they’ll understand why their son took his own life. They will find comfort in my departure from life. But they won’t. I will only cause them anguish.
I can’t even get myself to “self-improve” or whatever the fuck, I feel so fucking shitty with depression and anxiety
I’m such a pathetic, socially inept loser
I already feel it’s too late, even if I ascended I will have wasted all my youth. I’ll be in my 30s, missed out on teen love, 20s love. I’d be amazed if I could even find some miserable single mom.
on top of that I am extremely shy
it hurts to the point where my heart feels heavy
how the fuck do you deal with it
no friends in years, and forget about having a girlfriend L O L
it’s impossible to not go insane from this shit, from feeling both so isolated and feeling like a loser, a massive fucking failure in life
there’s zero reason why I shouldn’t purchase a weapon and kill myself. Why even wait until my parents die? If they truly love me, they’ll understand why their son took his own life. They will find comfort in my departure from life. But they won’t. I will only cause them anguish.
I can’t even get myself to “self-improve” or whatever the fuck, I feel so fucking shitty with depression and anxiety
I’m such a pathetic, socially inept loser
I already feel it’s too late, even if I ascended I will have wasted all my youth. I’ll be in my 30s, missed out on teen love, 20s love. I’d be amazed if I could even find some miserable single mom.
on top of that I am extremely shy
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