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Please respond seriously to this
My entire life has been garbage. I was bullied at school and most importantly at home by my own parents. I'm deeply traumatized by this.
I recently realized that any time I've made irl friends I've subconsciously pushed them away by not trusting anyone.
I haven't socialized for most of my life despite being fucking 32. My teen years were utterly horrible, my 20s were wasted too but not as bad, I didn't live with my parents anymore and was slowly getting better and less traumatized, but was still too anxious to go out most of the time. I'm serious about it now and trying to make a comeback and ascend.
I'm ugly but I see ugly guys with gfs. How the fuck do I even try though? I'm not going to do fucking cold approach like the retarded redpillers that's so fucking stupid. Normie lurkers will think "you can't comment on what they do because you have no experience and no success" ok but I have a brain and I know that's a terrible idea. Tinder is chad only (I'll make a post about that btw, I have an atomic blackpill to share) and basically just humiliation for avg guys. How tf do you go from socializing to getting a gf? How did those ugly guys with gfs even do it?
My entire life has been garbage. I was bullied at school and most importantly at home by my own parents. I'm deeply traumatized by this.
I recently realized that any time I've made irl friends I've subconsciously pushed them away by not trusting anyone.
I haven't socialized for most of my life despite being fucking 32. My teen years were utterly horrible, my 20s were wasted too but not as bad, I didn't live with my parents anymore and was slowly getting better and less traumatized, but was still too anxious to go out most of the time. I'm serious about it now and trying to make a comeback and ascend.
I'm ugly but I see ugly guys with gfs. How the fuck do I even try though? I'm not going to do fucking cold approach like the retarded redpillers that's so fucking stupid. Normie lurkers will think "you can't comment on what they do because you have no experience and no success" ok but I have a brain and I know that's a terrible idea. Tinder is chad only (I'll make a post about that btw, I have an atomic blackpill to share) and basically just humiliation for avg guys. How tf do you go from socializing to getting a gf? How did those ugly guys with gfs even do it?