nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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- Aug 13, 2018
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i just cant. lately i just feel bad constantly. the social isolation is killing me.
i just feel bad 100% of the time. i cant bring myself to do anything, i just open this site and fb all day without even reading anything. my mental health is dead
sometimes i have a few hours that suddenly i feel OKAY so i study some java at this time, but thats it.
okay, im not gonna have a foid ever. ill always get bad attiude from people cuz im ugly. but how the fuck can i at least feel OKAY?
the rope never been closer seriously. 23 and doing nothing wasting my youth while people with better genes are out there fucking every slut and having fun.
i had tons of friends when i was around 12 cuz back then no1 cared if ugly, but when you are an adult its game over.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
would go back for therapy but 120$ for 50 minutes? fuck that shit.
i just feel bad 100% of the time. i cant bring myself to do anything, i just open this site and fb all day without even reading anything. my mental health is dead
sometimes i have a few hours that suddenly i feel OKAY so i study some java at this time, but thats it.
okay, im not gonna have a foid ever. ill always get bad attiude from people cuz im ugly. but how the fuck can i at least feel OKAY?
the rope never been closer seriously. 23 and doing nothing wasting my youth while people with better genes are out there fucking every slut and having fun.
i had tons of friends when i was around 12 cuz back then no1 cared if ugly, but when you are an adult its game over.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
would go back for therapy but 120$ for 50 minutes? fuck that shit.