i think it started when i was 5 or 6 years old, and it only stopped when I became a ghost in college
I was in the womb and the doctor made an indicator of disgust looking at the ultrasounds of me
I was 20 when I started looking at girls weird.
im pretty sure i was repulsively ugly from a young age but was delusional / blind until about 11 years old.
22 now for reference
22 now for reference
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mogs me. As soon as I was conceived, my mother made an indicator of disgust looking at the pregnancy test.
13 or 14 years old I start to notice.
Always I guess
Probably around high school when other guys started sprouting up like weeds
19 when i started balding
it is both horror and pity
it is both horror and pity
Ghost forever. They were talking shit behind my back when I was 14 but never really paid attention to me. Just made up the shittiest rumors about me so that they could fit in with the opinionless crowd of normscum.
I don't know. I was never the target of bullying. Many females (even more than males) would be nice to me and try to get me to talk. Probably because 1. they pitied that weird kid who has no friends and speaks to no one, and 2. covering their bases in case the crazy kid decides to snap and shoot shit up, so that perhaps if you're nice to him he might spare you. That was probably their motivation and what they were thinking.
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10. I was in 5th grade. That was the first time girls started calling me ugly and the beginning of a rude awakening into the blackpill.
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You know girls are sexually mature when they start to differentiate their reactions depending on the male. Before that everyone were innocent.
When i developed my underbite around 13-14. Had girls jump up in fear and then laugh when the turned around and saw me behind them. Got that shit fixed but my face is forever fucked due to mouth breathing.
i was always invisible to women
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11-12 when they all started treating chads like gods and incels like poo.
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When the bullying started, around 13,14 maybe, because i was ugly asf and extremely skinny. These days i'm ugly but big so at least no one bullies me anymore :/
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elementary school - grade 2
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Bitches were irrelevant to me as a kid. Didn't even acknowledge their existence since I was too busy grinding on RuneScape and doing other shit. When I first noticed would be middle school and high school and continued on up to now.
Around 13. I was average looking before puberty, changes in facial features and acne had their toll on my looks.
12. Girls used to treat me normally before, but then they started to take an active interest in my deformed skull and jaw, my hunchback, my deformed sternum and my bmi under 16.
noticed at 11, probably started getting weird looks earlier but i just didn't notice/care
they never looked at me, ever.
no idea how everyone else is getting all these weird looks, or looks in general. women don't even move out of the fucking way when i walk, despite me heightmogging them by 5-8 inches and frame mogging them to oblivion
about to start bumping them tbh
no idea how everyone else is getting all these weird looks, or looks in general. women don't even move out of the fucking way when i walk, despite me heightmogging them by 5-8 inches and frame mogging them to oblivion
about to start bumping them tbh
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i lived in a country where girls and guys had separate schools up till i immigrated here after 3rd grade. but here they started looking at me weird in 6th grade. i was this cringy autistic weird middle eastern kid at the time, i couldnt make normal friends because normies just talked about teenage stuff, popular culture, sports, stuff which i didn't care about. i eventually started hanging out with people who i talked about video games with but even they didn't want me around their group.
I can remember vividly when it started. 8th grade. Before then people thought I looked cute and adorable. Puberty fucked my shit up and left me a depressed wreck from the isolation and typical teenage trash talking. Acne made me look utterly repulsive, and my negroid facial features became more and more exaggerated.
Around 11-12 years old. That's when I started growing into my subhuman form. Before that I had a normal social life, like everybody else.
I think 12. thats when i gained all my weight and my teeth became deformed
Middle school
I went to an all boys middle school, and entering a coed high school, the majority of my male peers hopped in to the newly won onslaught of easily won female attention. I never noticed anything, as I was used to an environment without women, even though I was left out of the fun, I had been conditioned to see them as an 'other'. It wasn't until sophomore year when I went on a school camping trip that the contents of most of my friends' gossip proved I was hilariously naive.
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I don't know but i noticed this in the middle school.
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Looking back, ever since the first grade is when girls started to think I was weird, I just didn't notice until middle school.
14 was when my thyroid eye disease formed. Before then I was a pretty decent looking kid and pretty good with people in general. But after the graves fucked up my eyes, I got disgusted looks from girls, boys, men, women, children didn't matter everyone thought I looked gross, or just too weird. I look at both my brothers and see what potential I had if this would have never happened to me.
When i hit puberty at around 12-3. Before that i was actualy doing fine lol.
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