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Witchy_hyena
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- Jan 9, 2020
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After a series of unfortunate events i chose to go all the way since i was 16. I always sucked at things like math and logic .but was talented in creative things . foids never found me attractive by default so i thought i could rebelmax and drugmax and creativemax and atleast have some appreciation oh how i was wrong. i was good at singing but ppl didnt appreciate it they saw it more like a circus attraction and ridiculed me for it . i didnt want to see that at that time so i embarrassed myself over and over by doing it till my dumbass finally realized i was being seen as a joke . Then i got into music like the doors . led zeppelin . the rolling stones and was very intrigued by the melodys and lyrics they had and just the energy that came out of them.so i wanted to write poems and songs which i fking sucked at in the beginning unless i got stoned drunk and hypnotized af. So as my biology dictates i wanted to do that to get ppl to like me and see me as worthy human being atleast .
So my edgy dumbass teenage bluepilled plan was to drive myself insane and selfdestruct on purpose and become an animal to atleast accomplish something in life and accept my early death at 27 for it
Well that shit sure didnt work out as i wanted it too !
I have a full book of poems no one gives a fuck . im too fking ugly to ever even make a living as an artist or even be accepted in a normal job
And im a fking alcoholic and my body doesnt feel like giving up even though it shouldve a long fking time ago .
Im fking destined to become the neighbourhoods drunk creep who ppl dont trust cause they can see the insanity and depravation in my eyes .and since i dont feel like roping .im just gonna keep living like this and ldar and accept that i was once a hyena . and will always be a hyena
So my edgy dumbass teenage bluepilled plan was to drive myself insane and selfdestruct on purpose and become an animal to atleast accomplish something in life and accept my early death at 27 for it
Well that shit sure didnt work out as i wanted it too !
I have a full book of poems no one gives a fuck . im too fking ugly to ever even make a living as an artist or even be accepted in a normal job
And im a fking alcoholic and my body doesnt feel like giving up even though it shouldve a long fking time ago .
Im fking destined to become the neighbourhoods drunk creep who ppl dont trust cause they can see the insanity and depravation in my eyes .and since i dont feel like roping .im just gonna keep living like this and ldar and accept that i was once a hyena . and will always be a hyena