Autoimmune disease
Scl and raynaud's
Continuous loss of subcutaneous bodyfat including on face .
Dealing with facial changes
Dealing with fat loss that's already happened
pain walking due to no fat on bottoms of feet.
Fat padding missing from ass can't sit well on hard surfaces like benches concrete etc.
Constant stress and fear of face changes and disease progression
Fear of becoming a cripple and won't be able to work towards my dreams and be able to physically do the things I want and won't have a normal behaving body again.
Work at a sht job I hate that pays squat until I get enough to buy my equipment to try working from home.
Car is grounded, unwarranted and need money to fix.
Lot of bills I can't get rid of along with debt.
Over 30
Friendless and no family in new city
Mother died
Alone.
Homeless living in my van
Mental issues from years of females being negative to me. Dozens of mental complexes from societal and personal problems.
Basically broke.
Frustration and anger from never experiencing real sx or a partner who genuinely likes me that I'm attracted to.
Constant anger at males I see in public who are with females they likely get to go home and spend time with or violate with their appendage.
Anger at people who say it's my fault.
My baby - my pet is staying with my neighbor and good friend for now because I don't have a fucking house ..
And it's winter.
I'm kind of fucked on all levels right now