Venting How much longer can I bear this pain

[umsure]

I’m 26 and khhv. I’ve never experienced love. I live alone by myself. I wage slave. I have basically 0 friends. I’m disfigured.

Reading this, most would say I have nothing to live for and should just rope. I don’t get why I’m still alive when I just cry every week and sit here by myself staring at the wall thinking about how I’ve never had a normal life and never will.

All I’ve wanted is to just live normally. I don’t even want to be rich or famous. I just want a normal life.

 

[allDead]

Sorry bro Chad is eating breakfast with her rn and will pound her out later. No cope, no life.

 

[umsure]

Sorry bro Chad is eating breakfast with her rn and will pound her out later. No cope, no life.

Yesterday, I stayed in bed from the time I woke up at 10am to 6pm hungry until I decided to eat

Today I woke up earlier but I started my day off by crying uncontrollably

There can’t be a god that exists if he made life this unfair

My life is a million times harder and worthless than Chad’s

 

[allDead]

Yesterday, I stayed in bed from the time I woke up at 10am to 6pm hungry until I decided to eat

Today I woke up earlier but I started my day off by crying uncontrollably

There can’t be a god that exists if he made life this unfair

My life is a million times harder and worthless than Chad’s

It's ok bro. I'm 32. I know it hurts. I'm sorry.

 

[wereq]

Yes the stagnation is unbearable. I know this very well as a truecel giga-failure myself. I have completely given up on life because its so hard to get anything meaningful out of it. Everything is beyond the scope of my abilities. I have become so depressed that I am over-eating unhealthy junk food like ice cream.

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Brutal, life is unfair for us

 

[umsure]

Why can’t anyone just love me? I already tried everything and even then it was impossible. It’s not supposed to be this hard

 

[umsure]

The feeling of being among the least desirable humans on earth makes me want to go up to the 10th floor rn and just jump off

 

[umsure]

Why can’t anyone just love me? I already tried everything and even then it was impossible. It’s not supposed to be this hard

looking back, I’m stupid for even thinking I had a chance. It truly never began

 

[RandomGuy]

I smoke weed in big cigar blunts when feeling down.

 

[umsure]

I smoke weed in big cigar blunts when feeling down.

I’ve never smoked Weed and I’m too scared to try it

 

[umsure]

If I died tomorrow, literally no one, NO ONE would give a single fuck, except my mother.

Being sub-human, I'm seen just like an animal, like cattle. Slaughter me and there would be no remorse from anyone.

 

[allDead]

If I died tomorrow, literally no one, NO ONE would give a single fuck, except my mother.

Being sub-human, I'm seen just like an animal, like cattle. Slaughter me and there would be no remorse from anyone.

My mother is the person who matters to me the most in life. She tethers me to Earth.

 

[umsure]

My mother is the person who matters to me the most in life. She tethers me to Earth.

I wish she cared less about me, gave up all hope on me, and went on living her life without me,

I don’t want to bring someone I love down with me

 

[kcarrots]

I’m 26 and khhv. I’ve never experienced love. I live alone by myself. I wage slave. I have basically 0 friends. I’m disfigured.

Reading this, most would say I have nothing to live for and should just rope. I don’t get why I’m still alive when I just cry every week and sit here by myself staring at the wall thinking about how I’ve never had a normal life and never will.

All I’ve wanted is to just live normally. I don’t even want to be rich or famous. I just want a normal life.

I’m so sorry I hope you find comfort knowing you’re not alone in this

 

[umsure]

Someone cut my chest open and rip my heart out. It hurts so much.

I fucking hate this life. I’m less than human
and even animals. Even animals have partners, groups, and procreate