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After how many rejections should one call himself an incel?
same, seems pointless to try as an ethnic.never actually, too high inhib
never actually, too high inhib
No-one approached me, I'm incel type beat.same, seems pointless to try as an ethnic.
but hundreds have given me looks of disgust when I'm passing them by on the street or when I was at school
same thing but when i was in 12th gradeI asked out every girl in my 6th grade class once
Same day?I asked out every girl in my 6th grade class once
No, over the course of the school yearSame day?
There's no minimum number, someone who rightfully knows his chances are negligible doesn't need to waste is time.After how many rejections should one call himself an incel?
based sex offender registry celI asked out every girl in my 6th grade class once
Over my years, probably about 25 times. No date, no hand-holding, no kiss, just rejection and scorn and laughter.After how many rejections should one call himself an incel?
A girl named "Lyric" bullied me in elementary school. Lyric kicked and hit me several times. I was already very anxious and being bullied by several school youth(Mostly males), so this meant I had to speak to the principal while sweating.
They pummeled me to the ground and hit me. They insulted me because I wore glasses. They insulted me because I was anxious from GI problems. I was eventually "removed" and homeschooled.
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Lyric was a young Mulatta from Milwaukee. She was in the same classes as Aspie John, and the two encountered each-other many times. However, this led to problems...
Aspie John had a bit of a crush on Lyric. When they attended the pumpkin farm field trip, Aspie John approached Lyric's mother about aiding Lyric with gathering a pumpkin. During a class day, Aspie John gave an extra piece of Rollo candy to Lyric as a gift. He introduced himself to her older brother in an attempt to win her friendship. On Valentine's Day, he wrote something for her.
Lyric's best friend was a girl named Gabriella, a pale Castiza. Usually, she would criticize Aspie John with Lyric. Lyric also kicked Aspie John once after he approached her and asked her for friendship.
When Aspie John's teacher pulled him and Lyric outside of the classroom to discuss the bullying briefly, this was Lyric's expression:
Yes...Ashley. In elementary, Ashley was a bit kind to Aspie John, though she did something on one occasion that made him a bit anxious and uncomfortable(Platonic). Gabriella, Lyric's best friend, was however much different...she bullied Aspie John and Dakari with Lyric.
Gabriella resembled Carly.
Bonus Chapter:
Aspie John's classmates often fought with the teacher. His teacher would grab the misbehaving student and promptly force them into the corner. Johnny, Antonio, Dark-skinned April, Vincent...
One day, Aspie John was sitting near the school exit awaiting his mother when he noticed Johnny's presence. Johnny was often among the last ones to leave, and the two spent time together briefly on this occasion speaking. Johnny was quite respectful and friendly to Aspie John.
I sat next to her once during lunch, I think...
Reminds me of my second stint in group therapy.
I was placed in the "Morning Group" out of concern for Shannon Rose B's well-being(She was in the "Afternoon Group").
(The program manager also apparently switched another youth's transportation route when she realized we lived in the same area. I had no attraction to that person and didn't know her well; I overheard the group psychologist discussing my transportation with his understudy).
Yes. This is why Shannon Rose B was given "exemptions" in group therapy while I was criticized constantly.
She was moved into another group to avoid being "influenced" by my neuro-atypical behavior and extreme anxiety.
Yes, I remember group therapy well...
Shannon Rose B frowned at me because I looked at her briefly during "process group". The group leader responded by placing her in another group out of concern for her progress/"mental safety".
No; Shannon Rose B had several boyfriends waiting at home as she flirted with loiro Chris in group therapy.
I dropped a pencil during a private chat. " 'He' likes her" - "Why does he even want her? She already has a boyfriend" - While flirting with tall Chris.
Indeed, the pairing was of a Black male and White femoid. The White femoid appeared to have racial identity issues("I want to be Black") stemming from adoption into a liberal family. She met the male during his hospitalization for violent behavior while in group therapy.
I suspect that the program manager worried deeply about the idea of young "beautiful" Shannon being influenced by a 5'2, 98lbs ethnic boy with severe anxiety.
He was actually fairly respectful. That adolescent was in group therapy for severe depression and had already attempted suicide twice(Placing a rifle to his head, overdosing on Celexa on his last day of hospitalization).
He helped me pick up our "goal sheets" after I dropped them while handing them out. S.R.B simply sat in her chair and watched as the papers fell near her feet(She also started omitting her name from her goal sheets). More interested in being near tall Chadlite.
He was scheduled to leave Wisconsin within a few weeks to live with his mother in Florida(He was living with grandparents).
The group leader said this of her:
"Well, now she'll be right back in the hospital" (Aide)
"No, enough of that. She has plenty of friends and support. I think she'll be okay."
I'd like to believe that objective reality was slipping through his blue-pilled facade.
Yes. Allow me to rattle off a couple of ways:
"You must sit in a psychiatric hospital room for something they call 'Group Therapy'. They may tell you, 'Please speak to her'. You are to speak to her, or she may sit near the tallest Chad in the room and frown if you look in her direction and they will say, 'You did not speak to anyone today. Please do so tomorrow', despite your obvious use of blue/yellow stress balls"
"You must visit the local hospital and sit patiently. A young virgin foid may walk past and greet you, or she may ignore you and spend her time texting the local Chad she met months ago. You may not notice her, of-course, since you will be keeping your head down since your ethnicity is easily identifiable and those of the common ethnicity will constantly stare at your every action"
"She may volunteer to help struggling patients in a hospital ward. Since she is 17+, virginity no longer applies. You may disregard her given the above knowledge and should do so when possible."
Yes, many times. In group therapy, I was repeatedly criticized because I couldn't socialize. A White foid with a rich social life was given constant passes daily. They also switched my activities after she omitted her full name from her goal sheet(I was handing them out). This was after frowning at me and keeping her head down to avoid me.
She was switched into the group for older youth despite being three years younger than me.
my gf is Stacy with Big tits and Big ass Super Model of Europe and were going to marry soonfakecel with gf
Samemy gf is Stacy with Big tits and Big ass Super Model of Europe and were going to marry soon
Everytime bro. Everytime
Revived:
Anthony was a White male with dark blonde hair, hazel eyes and pale skin. He was nearly 17-years of age and 5'3 in height.
Anthony was adopted into a well-off family due to circumstances unknown to Aspie John. Nevertheless, he was often depressed and often spoke of fighting with his 14-year-old sister over trivial adolescent matters, at times hitting her out of anger. Anthony expressed sorrow over the death of his adoptive father, which occurred several years prior to his entry into Special Ed.
For most of their time together in Special Ed, Anthony and Aspie John were fairly comfortable seeing one another on a daily basis. Anthony would sometimes ask Aspie John if he was okay or partner with him during class assignments(Twice; he was unable to read Aspie John's handwriting for the assignment on the second occasion).
One day, as Aspie John and Anthony were in class, the teacher referred to Aspie John's true age of 17-years of age instead of the younger age Aspie John provided to the other pupils. This upset Anthony, given he had developed slight closeness to Aspie John over the course of two months(Though it also made him feel better about his height; "I look like a little kid"; Anthony had never such things before). Anthony started to dislike Aspie John...
"Ugh, thank you..." (Anthony muttered in an annoyed tone as Aspie John stopped speaking due to his stuttering problem)
Shortly after Anthony's eventual switch to regular classes, a new boy joined Aspie John's class: Kevin
Kevin was 15-years of age, 5'8, Anglo and autistic. He was in the class for only a single day before being switched to another Special Ed classroom, but spent the day socializing with Short Morena. The two played a board game as Aspie John, who shared the table with them, focused on coloring.
Aspie John colored with a regular pencil since Short Morena was reaching over the plastic box of colored pencils to play with Kevin and our protagonist was much too anxious to ask her to move. Short Morena eventually stopped playing the game and briefly said, "I'm sorry, Aspie John...", after realizing her behavior was selfish.
The very next day, Joseph/Mulatto Boy joined A.J's class...
Children in Aspie John's Special Ed class were often referred to therapists outside the school setting. By sheer coincidence, Aspie John saw Joseph as he was leaving his therapist appointment. It seemed the two boys shared the same therapist, a middle-aged White male with expertise in pediatric ASD...
Yes...We must encourage our fellowcels by not rejecting something simply because it involves intellect rather than foids. There is much to reality than worshiping a hole. We shouldn't patronize our own like NTs, as that makes us dull and narrow-minded.
My dearest friend, Aspie John, made the mistake of tossing aside knowledge for foids.
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(Mimicking his role-model, Mirai Trunks)
(Thirteen)
The man would regularly play "Fortress Building" games and use the "Events" system with a Color-To-Hex Mod he had("Chat Command").
He neglected his principles:
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Youth - The Time When He Had Much Opportunity For Growth
Sadly...
Indeed. He found himself anxious and unable to socialize when the time came for him to continue his growth, as he suffered from constant memories of group therapy criticism and needed Klonopin.
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Being an "insecure" Aspie naturally meant he was unable to integrate with others properly. This is despite having true intellect:
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He should've learned from the incident with Tall Kid, as it altered his mental state and worsened it.
It's best to encourage intellectual growth rather than foid worship. That is why we choose to reside here instead of LooksMax.
Gossiping? No...
However, Joseph and Elise would whisper during Aspie John's school hours. "Wow...I wonder why cancer can't be cured" to get Joseph's attention.
I'm opposed to competing with other males.
When Aspie John was in the presence of Giovanni, he kept his head down. When he learned of Chris and George, he also kept his head down. When he met Joseph, he respectfully bowed away and allowed him to seduce Short Morena(The man was not a stutterer). Finally, when he met Pauper Joe, he felt immense guilt at the idea of trying to denigrate him.
Shannon was already destined to mate with James by 2016...I would've been ditched, again.
Deángelis ditched me soon after Mulatto Joseph arrived. He was equally intelligent yet a bit taller and quite handsome. She made eye contact with him and placed her head down while chatting with him.
The other...I'll explain later.
Deangelis was friendly to me until Joseph arrived, resulting in her sitting near Joseph daily and chatting with him. He would confidently offer her advice and she kept her head down in his presence, stopping her pro-Hispanic pro-immigrant speech due to his influence.
Joseph was autistic and a Jehovah's Witness. Elise and Deangelis still preferred him.
He was respectful, yet taller than me and mogged me since he was also Mulatto.
Everytime bro. Everytime
I've had women avoid me as much as possible. On one occasion, a foid quickly blocked me from sitting next to her on a very crowded bus. Another fell(wearing sandals) on the ground and accused me of pushing her until her foid friend said "It wasn't him".
Ironically enough, in the youth commune, a certain pale White brunette staff member would always speak to me quickly, which I still was able to understand even while dazed from napping. She spoke slowly to the other Blacks. A car filled with young Whites drove past me as I walked to the nearby transit station(5B) and they quickly yelled out racial slurs. Again, I understood their remarks perfectly as the Blacks around me struggled to make sense of them.
Years ago, I was bullied too. Youth would laugh at me because I was a short autistic boy who was unable to speak without stuttering. They called me "house mouse", "weirdo", "freak", "pipsqueak", "leprechaun"(feminine voice). One girl said, "I think he has a disability" as a joke.
I've always been dissociated from my surroundings because of my illnesses, so I speak to myself for comfort and clarity. This attracted the attention of a certain Hispanic boy, who happily recorded my private chatter and played it with his friends. He also started shoving me into desks when he realized how "easy" it was to torment me. Eventually, I had a mental breakdown from this.
I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.
Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.
Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).
I was on the commune computers once, covered with a blanket. A certain hole snickered at my anxious behavior and said, "Intellau is looking at porn". She fell down while trying to peek at me, and then said "Aren't you going to help me?".
I get you're desperately trying to have a shitty gimick, but don't quote me multiple times its annoyingAge Sixteen:
I get you're desperately trying to have a shitty gimick, but don't quote me multiple times its annoying
Okay...All done.
no qt schizo Arab gf = over
If your mother wanted a partner, she'd have one - make no mistake.
Yes, your mother is also a whore
Good for her tbh
funny how you cumskins complain about race mixing yet you're out here mixing with us, and since when did pigskin countries had glory days? you faggots killed millions of each other during ww1 and ww2 fucking dumbass pigskin coping with his cuckold niggerloving race get the fuck outta here retard
I remember being spat on and told I was a ugly piece of shit in primary school. This was done by a group of fucking femoids who constantly followed me around and bullied me.
Bullied for being fat. Lost weight then got bullied for acne. Got rid of it then got bullied for being skinny. Got decently buff then got bullied for height. Lost my shit and beat people up. Bullying stopped
Literally no difference