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just curious for depressedcels
Blackpill how many times a week do you think about roping?
Tbh the thought crosses my mind every day, usually in a very basic sense though. I don't have any actual plans to kms
Varies, some days its all I can think about, and some other days its fine. Ebb and flow.
Recently, on average, I probably think about it 2 days a week. On some days it feels like the most logical thing to do, since I don't have anything to look forward in life. I genuinely don't see anything positive in my future.
Recently, on average, I probably think about it 2 days a week. On some days it feels like the most logical thing to do, since I don't have anything to look forward in life. I genuinely don't see anything positive in my future.
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i am on the same path as you
Depends, if i don t go outside for me to see couples, or if i don t see couples on internet i might not think, but deep in my brain, a small thought of ropemaxx still exists daily, if i see some brutal shit and couples that loves each other, gives me ragefuel and suifuel so much that if i lived in america and had a gun, idk what i would have done with it!
Almost every day
Multiple times every single day 
100000 times million
~5-6 as a general thought. Seriously consider it about every fortnight
At least once every day
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Atleast 5 times a day in recent times because of my chronic pain and seeing couples with the knowledge that it may be completely over because of my chronic health issues. I tried to rope once with a belt conncected to the door, but it was half hearted and i didnt even pass out. Since then i accepted my fate to live for my parents and im propable to scared to go all the way through, because who tf knows whats waiting on the other side. Imagine beeing in hell forced to watch chad and stacies fuck infront of you while satan sticks needles in your dick idk man better the hell you know than the one you dont
10/7 times
We should be building some iron man type of shit so we can enslave the whole world and either rule over it the way we see fit or kill everyone, even the animals.
1 or 2
It's more of an hour basis about me
not specifically roping but it's more about suiciding in general. Well then, i fantasize about how and when like atleast a couple of hours a day, every damn day.
It became an actual... hobby. I don't know how to explain it but... some people have meditation, i have this. I immerse myself in technicalities now, like... "oh when you hang yourself your neck does this, when you shoot yourself tho your face blow up like this way soooo maybe i should try this and that...".
It became... as i said... a kind of a twisted, weirdly therapeutic, coping-like, hobby.
Deep inside tho, i know it's a matter of time.
It became an actual... hobby. I don't know how to explain it but... some people have meditation, i have this. I immerse myself in technicalities now, like... "oh when you hang yourself your neck does this, when you shoot yourself tho your face blow up like this way soooo maybe i should try this and that...".
It became... as i said... a kind of a twisted, weirdly therapeutic, coping-like, hobby.
Deep inside tho, i know it's a matter of time.
Not much anymore. Maybe once a week?
I think if your on here we're are all depressed cells
I'm not a "depressedcel" that shit sounds gay as fuck and like you think it's just 1 little problem which the fag doctor can solve in a pill. I think about murder and suicide every day because this world is extremely unfair and I was born at the bottom. I despise other humans and think of you as less than dogs or rats. Fucking selfish bastards. I wish I could skin people a million at a time.
I used to have a massive depression period back in October when I thought about roping but it went away, they usually happen once every few years in my case
50 or so
like every 2nd week tbh i kinda accepted being an incel at this point
Multiple times every single day
monthly tbh
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