Serious How many of you here showed signs of failure since kindergarten?

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

It took me a good few years into adulthood to fully grasp the severity of my mental issues and how over it was, i believe most incels that pass their 20s tend to have this phase, however, if i look back..

I realize i was a weird ass since i have a memory, always alone at kindergarten on a gameboy SP, always on a PC, never truly socializing, finding it hard to connect with others, i even remember these weird thoughs i had at like 13 where i knew SOMETHING was not right with me but i didn't knew what it was, its brutal to do a lil review of all your life experiences and understand that it was always over, you just didn't knew about it yet

On way it gives me peace because now i understand it was always a losing game, but it also makes looking at my childhood innocent pics far harder, if that little fella only knew what was coming to him later...

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

There was one time in kindergarten where I was laying on the floor and a bunch of kids surrounded me and kicked me and laughed at me

 

[joocel52]

man this post is so true. only know (i am 20) do i fully realize how odd i am. i was super bizzare as a child, had no social skills whatsoever until like age 14. now it all makes sense

 

[joocel52]

On way it gives me peace because now i understand it was always a losing game, but it also makes looking at my childhood innocent pics far harder, if that little fella only knew what was coming to him later...

same, though i was weird i was happy, suffering only came later

 

[coping_manlet]

I had imaginary friends all through kindergarten and elementary school bc I had nobody irl that wanted to be around me

I eventually had to stop talking to imaginary friends because the foid teacher sent my parents a letter believing I was mentally ill, and I didn’t want to have to take medicine

 

[underballer]

Pre school

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Pre school

I went to a special needs school when I was in preschool

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

It took me a good few years into adulthood to fully grasp the severity of my mental issues and how over it was, i believe most incels that pass their 20s tend to have this phase, however, if i look back..

I realize i was a weird ass since i have a memory, always alone at kindergarten on a gameboy SP, always on a PC, never truly socializing, finding it hard to connect with others, i even remember these weird thoughs i had at like 13 where i knew SOMETHING was not right with me but i didn't knew what it was, its brutal to do a lil review of all your life experiences and understand that it was always over, you just didn't knew about it yet

On way it gives me peace because now i understand it was always a losing game, but it also makes looking at my childhood innocent pics far harder, if that little fella only knew what was coming to him later...

In kindergarten they told my parents to send me to a special needs school after leaving kindergarten... if they actually sent me there god knows how much worse my life would be than it is now.

 

[spermretentionmax]

Same experience here bro

 

[Clavicus Vile]

I was well liked in kindergarten somehow, but it all just went wrong once I reached 1st grade and had to transfer schools.

 

[Friezacel]

Hell started in elementary school

 

[Abgesang]

Apparently the employes of my kindergarten already asked my parents to seek for a healthcare proffesional i was giving off weird ,,vibes"cause of ADHD/ADD

in retrospective the healthcare ,,Proffesional" only made things worse for me the pills he gave me at the time stunted my development.

And its not like they helped me anyway it only got worse

Looking back at this i realise the game was already rigged from the start

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Apparently the employes of my kindergarten already asked my parents to seek for a healthcare proffesional i was giving off weird ,,vibes"cause of ADHD/ADD
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in retrospective the healthcare ,,Proffesional" only made things worse for me the pills he gave me at the time stunted my development.

And its not like they helped me anyway it only got worse

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Looking back at this i realise the game was already rigged from the start

I remember having to go to special classes cause my speech was very delayed as a kid.

I also remember my just knowing something was really wrong because i wasn't having any of the normal social milestones, but i didn't knew what i was at the time, now i know.

 

[underballer]

I went to a special needs school when I was in preschool

jfl

 

[Alone75]

Apparently, I cried my eyes out in an hysterical panic everytime my mum tried to drop me off at kindergarten. So I missed out on all that. School later was all terrible though.