How many of you have finalised a suicide date?

[Pajeetsingh]

I'm thinking of finalising one, probably in next 2-3 years from today.

 

[Pajeetsingh]

My plan is to burn all of my identity proof and get to western ghats where I could lay my neck down on a train track at middle of night.

 

[Pajeetsingh]

I'll write a note saying I've embarked on a religious way/sanyasa/sadhuhood so my parents don't have to worry about me getting my head cut off somewhere in mountains.

 

[DarkStar]

Not specifically, but I feel that if I dont ascend by the time I hit Wizard status(30) or if my life doesn't significantly improve(finish college & get a decent job, be financially independent, afford copes, live alone free from parents, etc). then I probably will rope.

 

[curryceldesi]

train sui is highly retarded why u wanna endure that much pain

 

[curryceldesi]

I'm probably gonna die of some disease in the next decade so I don't really stress on roping

same

 

[Linesnap99]

havent decided actually

 

[Pajeetsingh]

train sui is highly retarded why u wanna endure that much pain

Don't wanna be found hanging in my room, too ashamed for that.

 

[lifefuel]

Over the years I've probably written at least 50 pages of this kind of stuff and that's being conservative

 

[curryceldesi]

Over the years I've probably written at least 50 pages of this kind of stuff and that's being conservative

can i read?

 

[Osentaku Otje]

around a little before 30 i'll do it

 

[DarkStar]

Over the years I've probably written at least 50 pages of this kind of stuff and that's being conservative

Fuck, that sounds like a nightmare tbh. Do you still have these pages around or did you discard any of them?

What do you think keeps you going? For me, it's a mix of having copes that still bring me joy -and thus wanting to work so I can copemaxx & try new stuff- as well as having just a small sliver of hope deep down within me that I can possibly still ascend.

 

[lifefuel]

Fuck.

What do you think keeps you going? For me, it's a mix of having copes that still bring me joy -and thus wanting to work so I can copemaxx & try new stuff- as well as having just a small sliver of hope that I can ascend deep down.

Don't have reliable access to guns...Im paranoid so I always imagine messing it up somehow

 

[lifefuel]

Fuck, that sounds like a nightmare tbh. Do you still have these pages around or did you discard any of them?

What do you think keeps you going? For me, it's a mix of having copes that still bring me joy -and thus wanting to work so I can copemaxx & try new stuff- as well as having just a small sliver of hope deep down within me that I can possibly still ascend.

I don't have have any copes anymore aside from chadfishing and drinking which barely qualifies. But yea that microscopic spec of hope too smh

 

[DarkStar]

Don't have reliable access to guns...

From what I imagine, you probably live in a very (((Democrat))) run place which would explain it.

I do find it funny that places such as Detroit, Chicago, NYC, California, etc. have some of the toughest gun laws in this shithole of a country called the U.S. but have such high crime around it.

Im paranoid so I always imagine messing it up somehow

That would be a factor for me as well- messing it up would make your life way way way worse, since you would be in immense pain, in a psych ward, etc.

I don't have have any copes anymore aside from chadfishing and drinking which barely qualifies.

Not even gaming? Gaming, nature coping now that it's cooler where I live, moviemaxxing, reading, learning about politics, history, weedmaxxing, etc. are the copes I have.

Drinking is a good cope, but smoking weed just is better imo.

But yea that microscopic spec of hope too smh

I wonder why we still have this?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I'm probably gonna die of some disease in the next decade so I don't really stress on roping

Sol Emeralds...good point.

 

[lifefuel]

From what I imagine, you probably live in a very (((Democrat))) run place which would explain it.

I do find it funny that places such as Detroit, Chicago, NYC, California, etc. have some of the toughest gun laws in this shithole of a country called the U.S. but have such high crime around it.

They're r-selected (K selected?) they want only predators to have guns. Criminals and criminals aka government to cull the masses

Not even gaming? Gaming, nature coping now that it's cooler where I live, moviemaxxing, reading, learning about politics, history, weedmaxxing, etc. are the copes I have.

Gaming isn't what it used to be for me. I've wanted to get into movies...the other stuff I've dabbled in...

I wonder why we still have this?

Survival instinct I guess

 

[oofy]

Not specifically, but I feel that if I dont ascend by the time I hit Wizard status(30) or if my life doesn't significantly improve(finish college & get a decent job, be financially independent, afford copes, live alone free from parents, etc). then I probably will rope.

 

[GmeOvr]

I had already set 3 dates, all of them passed without me actually roping

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Not yet

 

[blackpillednigga]

cucked

 

[Sanega Salt Nigga]

Valentines day is my rope date

The only 2 ways I wont rope is if...

1. I ascend
2. I get diagnosed with cancer or any other life threatening health condition

 

[IdontKnow45]

Around 23-24 I rope

 

[Pancakecel]

No, good idea though

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

I went past the deadline so many times I won't even pretend with that shit anymore

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I don't feel suicidal anymore thanks to meditating.

 

[Coldone666]

Next year probably, definitely before I hit 40.